She answered without turning: “Such a lovely night, Daddy. Come and
look! I'd like to set the goat free, only he'd eat the rock plants.
But it is his night, isn't it? He ought to be running and skipping in
it: it's such a shame to tie things up. Did you never, feel wild in
your heart, Daddy?”
“Always, I think, Nollie; too wild. It's been hard to tame
oneself.”
Noel slipped her hand through his arm. “Let's go and take the goat
and skip together on the hills. If only we had a penny whistle! Did you
hear the bugle? The bugle and the goat!”
Pierson pressed the hand against him.
“Nollie, be good while I'm away. You know what I don't want. I
told you in my letter.” He looked at her cheek, and dared say no more.
Her face had its “fey” look again.
“Don't you feel,” she said suddenly, “on a night like this, all
the things, all the things—the stars have lives, Daddy, and the moon
has a big life, and the shadows have, and the moths and the birds and
the goats and the trees, and the flowers, and all of us—escaped? Oh!
Daddy, why is there a war? And why are people so bound and so unhappy?
Don't tell me it's God—don't!”
Pierson could not answer, for there came into his mind the Greek song he
had been reading aloud that afternoon—
“O for a deep and dewy Spring, With runlets cold to draw and drink,
And a great meadow blossoming, Long-grassed, and poplars in a ring, To
rest me by the brink. O take me to the mountain, O, Past the great pines
and through the wood, Up where the lean hounds softly go, A-whine for
wild things' blood, And madly flies the dappled roe, O God, to shout
and speed them there; An arrow by my chestnut hair Drawn tight and one
keen glimmering spear Ah! if I could!”
All that in life had been to him unknown, of venture and wild savour;
all the emotion he had stifled; the swift Pan he had denied; the sharp
fruits, the burning suns, the dark pools, the unearthly moonlight, which
were not of God—all came with the breath of that old song, and the
look on the girl's face. And he covered his eyes.
Noel's hand tugged at his arm. “Isn't beauty terribly alive,”
she murmured, “like a lovely person? it makes you ache to kiss it.”
His lips felt parched. “There is a beauty beyond all that,” he said
stubbornly.
“Where?”
“Holiness, duty, faith. O Nollie, my love!” But Noel's hand
tightened on his arm.
“Shall I tell you what I should like?” she whispered. “To
take God's hand and show Him things. I'm certain He's not seen
everything.”
A shudder went through Pierson, one of those queer sudden shivers, which
come from a strange note in a voice, or a new sharp scent or sight.
“My dear, what things you say!”
“But He hasn't, and it's time He did. We'd creep, and peep, and
see it all for once, as He can't in His churches. Daddy, oh! Daddy! I
can't bear it any more; to think of them being killed on a night like
this; killed and killed so that they never see it all again—never see
it—never see it!” She sank down, and covered her face with her arms.
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