“The wife an' me's 'ad a bit of a row,” he said companionably.
“Gits on me nerves; I'm not used to it. She was in a raid, and 'er
nerves are all gone funny; ain't they, old girl? Makes me feel me
'ead. I've been wounded there, you know; can't stand much now. I
might do somethin' if she was to go on like this for long.”
Pierson looked at the woman, but her eyes still met his resentfully.
The soldier held out a packet of cigarettes. “Take one,” he said.
Pierson took one and, feeling that the soldier wanted him to speak,
murmured: “We all have these troubles with those we're fond of; the
fonder we are of people, the more we feel them, don't we? I had one
with my daughter last night.”
“Ah!” said the soldier; “that's right. The wife and me'll make
it up. 'Ere, come orf it, old girl.”
From behind his paper he soon became conscious of the sounds of
reconciliation—reproaches because someone had been offered a drink,
kisses mixed with mild slappings, and abuse. When they got out at
Bristol the soldier shook his hand warmly, but the woman still gave him
her resentful stare, and he thought dreamily: 'The war! How it affects
everyone!' His carriage was invaded by a swarm of soldiers, and the
rest of the journey was passed in making himself small. When at last he
reached home, Gratian met him in the hall.
“Just the same. The doctor says we shall know in a few hours now. How
sweet of you to come! You must be tired, in this heat. It was dreadful
to spoil your holiday.”
“My dear! As if—May I go up and see him?”
George Laird was still lying in that stupor. And Pierson stood
gazing down at him compassionately. Like most parsons, he had a wide
acquaintance with the sick and dying; and one remorseless fellowship
with death. Death! The commonest thing in the world, now—commoner than
life! This young doctor must have seen many die in these last two years,
saved many from death; and there he lay, not able to lift a finger to
save himself. Pierson looked at his daughter; what a strong, promising
young couple they were! And putting his arm round her, he led her away
to the sofa, whence they could see the sick man.
“If he dies, Dad—” she whispered.
“He will have died for the Country, my love, as much as ever our
soldiers do.”
“I know; but that's no comfort. I've been watching here all day;
I've been thinking; men will be just as brutal afterwards—more
brutal. The world will go on the same.”
“We must hope not. Shall we pray, Gracie?”
Gratian shook her head.
“If I could believe that the world—if I could believe anything!
I've lost the power, Dad; I don't even believe in a future life. If
George dies, we shall never meet again.”
Pierson stared at her without a word.
Gratian went on: “The last time we talked, I was angry with George
because he laughed at my belief; now that I really want belief, I feel
that he was right.”
Pierson said tremulously:
“No, no, my dear; it's only that you're overwrought. God in His
mercy will give you back belief.”
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