So far his new work had brought him no nearer to the hearts of men. Or
at least he did not feel it had. Both at the regimental base, and now in
this hospital—an intermediate stage—waiting for the draft with
which he would be going into Palestine, all had been very nice to him,
friendly, and as it were indulgent; so might schoolboys have treated
some well-intentioned dreamy master, or business men a harmless
idealistic inventor who came visiting their offices. He had even the
feeling that they were glad to have him about, just as they were glad to
have their mascots and their regimental colours; but of heart-to-heart
simple comradeship—it seemed they neither wanted it of him nor
expected him to give it, so that he had a feeling that he would be
forward and impertinent to offer it. Moreover, he no longer knew how.
He was very lonely. 'When I come face to face with death,' he would
think, 'it will be different. Death makes us all brothers. I may be of
real use to them then.'
They brought him a letter while he stood there listening to that
even-song, gazing at the old desert road.
“DARLING DAD,
“I do hope this will reach you before you move on to Palestine. You
said in your last—at the end of September, so I hope you'll just get
it. There is one great piece of news, which I'm afraid will hurt and
trouble you; Nollie is married to Jimmy Fort. They were married down
here this afternoon, and have just gone up to Town. They have to find
a house of course. She has been very restless, lonely, and unhappy ever
since you went, and I'm sure it is really for the best: She is quite
another creature, and simply devoted, headlong. It's just like Nollie.
She says she didn't know what she wanted, up to the last minute. But
now she seems as if she could never want anything else.
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