“He's quite conscious,” she whispered; “he can still speak a
little. He's such a dear.” A tear rolled down her cheek, and she
passed out behind the screens. Pierson looked down at the boy; perhaps
he was twenty, but the unshaven down on his cheeks was soft and almost
colourless. His eyes were closed. He breathed regularly, and did not
seem in pain; but there was about him that which told he was going;
something resigned, already of the grave. The window was wide open,
covered by mosquito-netting, and a tiny line of sunlight, slanting
through across the foot of the cot, crept slowly backwards over the
sheets and the boy's body, shortening as it crept. In the grey
whiteness of the walls; the bed, the boy's face, just that pale yellow
bar of sunlight, and one splash of red and blue from a little flag on
the wall glowed out. At this cooler hour, the ward behind the screens
was almost empty, and few sounds broke the stillness; but from without
came that intermittent rustle of dry palm-leaves. Pierson waited in
silence, watching the sun sink. If the boy might pass like this, it
would be God's mercy. Then he saw the boy's eyes open, wonderfully
clear eyes of the lighted grey which has dark rims; his lips moved, and
Pierson bent down to hear.
“I'm goin' West, zurr.” The whisper had a little soft burr; the
lips quivered; a pucker as of a child formed on his face, and passed.
Through Pierson's mind there flashed the thought: 'O God! Let me be
some help to him!'
“To God, my dear son!” he said.
A flicker of humour, of ironic question, passed over the boy's lips.
Terribly moved, Pierson knelt down, and began softly, fervently praying.
His whispering mingled with the rustle of the palm-leaves, while the bar
of sunlight crept up the body. In the boy's smile had been the
whole of stoic doubt, of stoic acquiescence. It had met him with an
unconscious challenge; had seemed to know so much. Pierson took his
hand, which lay outside the sheet. The boy's lips moved, as though
in thanks; he drew a long feeble breath, as if to suck in the thread
of sunlight; and his eyes closed. Pierson bent over the hand. When he
looked up the boy was dead. He kissed his forehead and went quietly out.
The sun had set, and he walked away from the hospital to a hillock
beyond the track on the desert's edge, and stood looking at the
afterglow. The sun and the boy—together they had gone West, into that
wide glowing nothingness.
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