“I hope I'm able to help people sometimes, Nollie,” and was
conscious that he had answered his own thoughts, not her words. He
finished his breakfast quickly, and very soon went out. He crossed the
Square, and passed East, down two crowded streets to his church. In the
traffic of those streets, all slipshod and confused, his black-clothed
figure and grave face, with its Vandyk beard, had a curious remote
appearance, like a moving remnant of a past civilisation. He went in
by the side door. Only five days he had been away, but they had been so
full of emotion that the empty familiar building seemed almost strange
to him. He had come there unconsciously, groping for anchorage and
guidance in this sudden change of relationship between him and his
daughters. He stood by the pale brazen eagle, staring into the chancel.
The choir were wanting new hymn-books—he must not forget to order
them! His eyes sought the stained-glass window he had put in to the
memory of his wife. The sun, too high to slant, was burnishing its base,
till it glowed of a deep sherry colour. “In the next world!”
What strange words of Noel's! His eyes caught the glimmer of the
organ-pipes; and, mounting to the loft, he began to play soft chords
wandering into each other. He finished, and stood gazing down. This
space within high walls, under high vaulted roof, where light was toned
to a perpetual twilight, broken here and there by a little glow of
colour from glass and flowers, metal, and dark wood, was his home,
his charge, his refuge. Nothing moved down there, and yet—was not
emptiness mysteriously living, the closed-in air imprinted in strange
sort, as though the drone of music and voices in prayer and praise clung
there still? Had not sanctity a presence? Outside, a barrel-organ drove
its tune along; a wagon staggered on the paved street, and the driver
shouted to his horses; some distant guns boomed out in practice, and the
rolling of wheels on wheels formed a net of sound. But those invading
noises were transmuted to a mere murmuring in here; only the silence and
the twilight were real to Pierson, standing there, a little black figure
in a great empty space.
When he left the church, it was still rather early to go to Leila's
hospital; and, having ordered the new hymn-books, he called in at the
house of a parishioner whose son had been killed in France. He found her
in her kitchen; an oldish woman who lived by charing. She wiped a seat
for the Vicar.
“I was just makin' meself a cup o' tea, sir.”
“Ah! What a comfort tea is, Mrs. Soles!” And he sat down, so that
she should feel “at home.”
“Yes; it gives me 'eart-burn; I take eight or ten cups a day, now.
I take 'em strong, too. I don't seem able to get on without it. I
'ope the young ladies are well, sir?”
“Very well, thank you. Miss Noel is going to begin nursing, too.”
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