“Let's pray, Nollie!” he whispered. “O God, Who in Thy great
mercy hath delivered us from peril, take into Thy keeping the souls of
these our enemies, consumed by Thy wrath before our eyes; give us the
power to pity them—men like ourselves.”
But even while he prayed he could see Noel's face flame-white in the
darkness; and, as that glow in the sky faded out, he felt once more the
thrill of triumph.
They went down to tell the maids, and for some time after sat up
together, talking over what they had seen, eating biscuits and drinking
milk, which they warmed on an etna. It was nearly two o'clock before
they went to bed. Pierson fell asleep at once, and never turned till
awakened at half-past six by his alarum. He had Holy Communion to
administer at eight, and he hurried to get early to his church and
see that nothing untoward had happened to it. There it stood in the
sunlight; tall, grey, quiet, unharmed, with bell gently ringing.
3
And at that hour Cyril Morland, under the parapet of his trench,
tightening his belt, was looking at his wrist-watch for the hundredth
time, calculating exactly where he meant to put foot and hand for the
going over: 'I absolutely mustn't let those chaps get in front of
me,' he thought. So many yards before the first line of trenches, so
many yards to the second line, and there stop. So his rehearsals had
gone; it was the performance now! Another minute before the terrific
racket of the drum-fire should become the curtain-fire, which would
advance before them. He ran his eye down the trench. The man next him
was licking his two first fingers, as if he might be going to bowl at
cricket. Further down, a man was feeling his puttees. A voice said:
“Wot price the orchestra nah!” He saw teeth gleam in faces burnt
almost black. Then he looked up; the sky was blue beyond the brownish
film of dust raised by the striking shells. Noel! Noel! Noel!... He dug
his fingers deep into the left side of his tunic till he could feel the
outline of her photograph between his dispatch-case and his heart. His
heart fluttered just as it used when he was stretched out with hand
touching the ground, before the start of the “hundred yards” at
school. Out of the corner of his eye he caught the flash of a man's
“briquet” lighting a cigarette. All right for those chaps, but not
for him; he wanted all his breath—this rifle, and kit were handicap
enough! Two days ago he had been reading in some paper how men felt just
before an attack. And now he knew. He just felt nervous. If only the
moment would come, and get itself over! For all the thought he gave to
the enemy there might have been none—nothing but shells and bullets,
with lives of their own. He heard the whistle; his foot was on the
spot he had marked down; his hand where he had seen it; he called
out: “Now, boys!” His head was over the top, his body over; he was
conscious of someone falling, and two men neck and neck beside him. Not
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