Awakened by that daily cruelty, the advent of hot water, Edward Pierson
lay in his chintz-curtained room, fancying himself back in London. A
wild bee hunting honey from the bowl of flowers on the window-sill, and
the scent of sweetbrier, shattered that illusion. He drew the curtain,
and, kneeling on the window-seat thrust his head out into the morning.
The air was intoxicatingly sweet. Haze clung over the river and the
woods beyond; the lawn sparkled with dew, and two wagtails strutted in
the dewy sunshine. 'Thank God for loveliness!' he thought. 'Those
poor boys at the front!' And kneeling with his elbows on the sill, he
began to say his prayers. The same feeling which made him beautify his
church, use vestments, good music, and incense, filled him now. God was
in the loveliness of His world, as well as in His churches. One could
worship Him in a grove of beech trees, in a beautiful garden, on a
high hill, by the banks of a bright river. God was in the rustle of the
leaves, and the hum of a bee, in the dew on the grass, and the scent of
flowers; God was in everything! And he added to his usual prayer this
whisper: “I give Thee thanks for my senses, O Lord. In all of us, keep
them bright, and grateful for beauty.” Then he remained motionless,
prey to a sort of happy yearning very near, to melancholy. Great beauty
ever had that effect on him. One could capture so little of it—could
never enjoy it enough! Who was it had said not long ago: “Love of
beauty is really only the sex instinct, which nothing but complete union
satisfies.” Ah! yes, George—Gratian's husband. George Laird! And
a little frown came between his brows, as though at some thorn in
the flesh. Poor George! But then, all doctors were materialists at
heart—splendid fellows, though; a fine fellow, George, working himself
to death out there in France. One must not take them too seriously. He
plucked a bit of sweetbrier and put it to his nose, which still retained
the shine of that bleaching ointment Noel had insisted on his using. The
sweet smell of those little rough leaves stirred up an acute aching. He
dropped them, and drew back. No longings, no melancholy; one ought to be
out, this beautiful morning!
It was Sunday; but he had not to take three Services and preach at least
one sermon; this day of rest was really to be his own, for once. It was
almost disconcerting; he had so long felt like the cab horse who could
not be taken out of the shafts lest he should fall down. He dressed with
extraordinary deliberation, and had not quite finished when there came a
knock on his door, and Noel's voice said: “Can I come in, Daddy?”
In her flax-blue frock, with a Gloire de Dijon rose pinned where it met
on her faintly browned neck, she seemed to her father a perfect vision
of freshness.
“Here's a letter from Gratian; George has been sent home ill, and
he's gone to our house. She's got leave from her hospital to come
home and nurse him.”
Pierson read the letter. “Poor George!”
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