“I doobt, father, I’m no likly to preach ony mair: I’ve come to see ’at
I never was fit for the wark, neither had I ever ony ca’ til’t.”
“It may be sae, Jeemie,” answered his father; “but we’ll haud awa frae
conclusions till ye’re better, and able to jeedge wi’oot the bias o’ ony
thrawin distemper.”
“Oh father,” James went on, and to his delight Peter saw, for the first
time since he was the merest child, tears running down his cheeks, now
thin and wan; “Oh father, I hae been a terrible hypocreet! But my een’s
come open at last! I see mysel as I am!”
“Weel, there’s God hard by, to tak ye by the han’ like Enoch! Tell me,”
Peter went on, “hae ye onything upo yer min’, laddie, ’at ye wud like
to confess and be eased o’? There’s nae papistry in confessin to yer ain
auld father!”
James lay still for a few moments; then he said, almost inaudibly—
“I think I could tell my mother better nor you, father.”
“It’ll be a’ ane whilk o’ ’s ye tell. The forgiein and the forgettin
’ill be ae deed—by the twa o’ ’s at ance! I s’ gang and cry doon
the stair til yer mother to come up and hear ye.” For Peter knew by
experience that good motions must be taken advantage of in their first
ripeness. “We maunna try the speerit wi ony delays!” he added, as he
went to the head of the stair, where he called aloud to his wife. Then
returning to the bedside, he resumed his seat, saying, “I’ll jist bide a
minute till she comes.”
He was loath to let in any risk between his going and her coming, for he
knew how quickly minds may change; but the moment she appeared, he left
the room, gently closing the door behind him.
Then the trembling, convicted soul plucked up what courage his so long
stubborn and yet cringing heart was capable of, and began.
“Mother, there was a lass I cam to ken in Edinburgh, whan I was a
divinity student there, and—”
“Ay, ay, I ken a’ aboot it!” interrupted his mother, eager to spare him;
“—an ill-faured, designin limmer, ’at micht ha kent better nor come
ower the son o’ a respectable wuman that gait!—Sic like, I doobtna, wad
deceive the vera elec’!”
“Na, na, mother, she was nane o’ that sort! She was baith bonny and
guid, and pleasant to the hert as to the sicht: she wad hae saved me
gien I had been true til her! She was ane o’ the Lord’s makin, as he has
made but feow!”
“Whatfor didna she haud frae ye till ye had merried her than? Dinna tell
me she didna lay hersel oot to mak a prey o’ ye!”
“Mother, i’ that sayin ye hae sclandert yersel!—I’ll no say a word
mair!”
“I’m sure neither yer father nor mysel wud hae stede i’ yer gait!” said
Marion, retreating from the false position she had taken.
She did not know herself, or how bitter would have been her opposition;
for she had set her mind on a distinguished match for her Jamie!
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