I have said enough, perhaps too much, of this most uninteresting of men!
How he came to be born such, is not for my speculation: had he remained
such, his story would not have been for my telling. How he became
something better, it remains my task to try to set forth.
I now complete the talk that followed the return of the simple couple to
bed. “I was jist thinkin, Peter,” said Marion, after they had again
lain silent for a while, “o’ the last time we spak thegither aboot the
laddie—it maun be nigh sax year sin syne, I’m thinkin!”
“’Deed I canna say! ye may be richt, Mirran,” replied her spouse. “It’s
no sic a cheery subjec’ ’at we sud hae muckle to say to ane anither
anent it! He’s a man noo, and weel luikit upo’; but it maks unco little
differ to his parents! He’s jist as dour as ever, and as far as man
could weel be frae them he cam o’!—never a word to the ane or the ither
o’ ’s! Gien we war twa dowgs, he couldna hae less to say til’s, and
micht weel hae mair! I s’ warran’ Frostie says mair in ae half-hoor to
his tyke, nor Jeemie has said to you or me sin’ first he gaed to the
college!”
“Bairns is whiles a queer kin’ o’ a blessin!” remarked the mother. “But,
eh, Peter! it’s what may lie ahint the silence that frichts me!”
“Lass, ye’re frichtin _me_ noo! What _div_ ye mean?”
“Ow naething!” returned Marion, bursting into tears. “But a’ at ance
it was borne in upo me, that there maun be something to accoont for the
thing. At the same time I daurna speir at God himsel what that thing
can be. For there’s something waur noo, and has been for some time,
than ever was there afore! He has sic a luik, as gien he saw nor heard
onything but ae thing, the whilk ae thing keeps on inside him, and winna
wheesht. It’s an awfu’ thing to say o’ a mither’s ain laddie; and to hae
said it only to my ain man, and the father o’ the laddie, maks my hert
like to brak!—it’s as gien I had been fause to my ain flesh and blude
but to think it o’ ’im!—Eh, Peter, what _can_ it be?”
“Ow jist maybe naething ava’! Maybe he’s in love, and the lass winna
hear til ’im!”
“Na, Peter; love gars a man luik up, no doon at his ain feet! It gars
him fling his heid back, and set his een richt afore him—no turn them
in upo his ain inside! It maks a man straucht i’ the back, strong i’ the
airm, and bauld i’ the hert.—Didna it you, Peter?”
“Maybe it did; I dinna min’ vera weel.—But I see love can hardly be the
thing that’s amiss wi’ the lad. Still, even his parents maun tak tent o’
jeedgin—specially ane o’ the Lord’s ministers—maybe ane o’ the Lord’s
ain elec’!”
“It’s awfu’ to think—I daurna say ’t—I daurna maist think the words
o’ ’t, Peter, but it _wull_ cry oot i’ my vera hert!—Steik the door,
Peter—and ticht, that no a stray stirk may hear me!—Was a minister o’
the gospel ever a heepocreete, Peter?—like ane o’ the auld scribes
and Pharisees, Peter?—Wadna it be ower terrible, Peter, to be
permittit?—Gien our ain only son was—”
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