“Very good,” said she, “but this does not explain the letter.”
“We are coming to that,” he continued. “I was seated in a copse, by the
roadside. I had the blues--was profoundly weary; there are times when
life weighs on me like a torturing burden. I thought of disappointed
expectations, of dissipated illusions, of the bitterness of my youth and
of my future. You passed by on the road, and I said to myself, ‘There
is good in life, because of such encounters, in which we catch renewed
glimpses of what was once pleasant for us to see.’”
“And the note?” she asked again, in a dreamy tone.
He went on: “I never was a philosopher; wisdom consists in performing
only useful actions, and I was born with a taste for the useless. That
evening I saw you climb a hill, in order to gather some flowers; the
hill was steep and you could not reach the flowers. I gathered them for
you, and, in sending my bouquet, I could not resist the temptation of
adding a word. ‘Before doing penance,’ I said to myself, ‘let me commit
this one folly; it shall be the last.’ We always flatter ourselves that
each folly will be our last. The unfortunate note had scarcely gone,
when I regretted having sent it; I would have given much to have had it
back; I felt all its impropriety; I have dealt justly by it in tearing
it to pieces. My only excuse was my firm resolution not to meet you, not
to make your acquaintance. Chance ordered otherwise: I was presented to
you, you know by whom, and how; I ended by coming here every evening,
but I rebelled against my own weakness, I condemned myself to absence
for a few days, so as to break a dangerous habit, and, thank God! I have
broken my chain.”
She lightly tapped the floor with the tip of her foot, and demanded with
the air of a queen recalling a subject to his allegiance, “Are you to be
believed?”
He had spoken in a half-serious, half-jesting tone, tinged with the
playful melancholy that was natural to him. He changed countenance, his
face flushed, and he cried out abruptly, “I regained my strength
and will on the summit of Morteratsch, and I only return to bid you
farewell, and to give you the assurance that I never will see you
again.”
“It is a strange case,” she replied; “but I pardon you, on condition
that you do not execute your threat. You are resolved to be wise; the
wise avoid extremes. You will remember that you have friends in Paris.
My father has many connections; if we can be of service to you in any
way--”
He did not permit her to finish, and responded proudly: “I thank you,
with all my heart. I have sworn to be under obligations to none but
myself.”
“Very well,” she replied, “you will visit us for our pleasure. In a
month we shall be at Cormeilles.”
He shook his head in sign of refusal. She looked fixedly at him, and
said, “It must be so.”
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