Domestic fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Widows -- Fiction
“In certain cases--and up to a certain point.” She shook out the long fur
of her muff, one of those silvery flexible furs which clothe a woman with a
delicate sumptuousness. Everything about her, at the moment, seemed rich
and cold--everything, as Mrs. Peyton quickly noted, but the blush lingering
under her dark skin; and so complete was the girl’s self-command that the
blush seemed to be there only because it had been forgotten.
“I dare say you think me strange,” she continued. “Most people do, because
I speak the truth. It’s the easiest way of concealing one’s feelings. I
can, for instance, talk quite openly about Mr. Peyton under shelter of your
inference that I shouldn’t do so if I were what is called ‘interested’ in
him. And as I _am_ interested in him, my method has its advantages!”
She ended with one of the fluttering laughs which seemed to flit from point
to point of her expressive person.
Mrs. Peyton leaned toward her. “I believe you are interested,” she said
quietly; “and since I suppose you allow others the privilege you claim for
yourself, I am going to confess that I followed you here in the hope of
finding out the nature of your interest.”
Miss Verney shot a glance at her, and drew away in a soft subsidence of
undulating furs.
“Is this an embassy?” she asked smiling.
“No: not in any sense.”
The girl leaned back with an air of relief. “I’m glad; I should have
disliked--” She looked again at Mrs. Peyton. “You want to know what I mean
to do?”
“Yes.”
“Then I can only answer that I mean to wait and see what he does.”
“You mean that everything is contingent on his success?”
“_I_ am--if I’m everything,” she admitted gaily.
The mother’s heart was beating in her throat, and her words seemed to force
themselves out through the throbs.
“I--I don’t quite see why you attach such importance to this special
success.”
“Because he does,” the girl returned instantly. “Because to him it is the
final answer to his self-questioning--the questioning whether he is ever to
amount to anything or not. He says if he has anything in him it ought to
come out now. All the conditions are favourable--it is the chance he has
always prayed for. You see,” she continued, almost confidentially, but
without the least loss of composure--“you see he has told me a great deal
about himself and his various experiments--his phrases of indecision and
disgust. There are lots of tentative talents in the world, and the sooner
they are crushed out by circumstances the better. But it seems as though
he really had it in him to do something distinguished--as though the
uncertainty lay in his character and not in his talent. That is what
interests, what attracts me. One can’t teach a man to have genius, but if
he has it one may show him how to use it. That is what I should be good
for, you see--to keep him up to his opportunities.”
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