Domestic fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Widows -- Fiction
“It was splendid of you to travel day and night as you did. And then that
dreadful week before he died! But for you he would have died alone among
strangers.”
He sat silent, his head dropping forward, his eyes fixed. “Among
strangers,” he repeated absently.
She looked up, as if struck by a sudden thought. “That poor woman--did you
ever see her while you were out there?”
He drew his hand away and gathered his brows together as if in an effort of
remembrance.
“I saw her--oh, yes, I saw her.” He pushed the tumbled hair from his
forehead and stood up. “Let us go out,” he said. “My head is in a fog. I
want to get away from it all.”
A wave of compunction drew her to her feet.
“It was my fault! I ought not to have asked so many questions.” She turned
and rang the bell. “I’ll order the ponies--we shall have time for a drive
before sunset.”
II
With the sunset in their faces they swept through the keen-scented autumn
air at the swiftest pace of Kate’s ponies. She had given the reins to
Peyton, and he had turned the horses’ heads away from the lake, rising by
woody upland lanes to the high pastures which still held the sunlight. The
horses were fresh enough to claim his undivided attention, and he drove in
silence, his smooth fair profile turned to his companion, who sat silent
also.
Kate Orme was engaged in one of those rapid mental excursions which were
forever sweeping her from the straight path of the actual into uncharted
regions of conjecture. Her survey of life had always been marked by the
tendency to seek out ultimate relations, to extend her researches to the
limit of her imaginative experience. But hitherto she had been like some
young captive brought up in a windowless palace whose painted walls she
takes for the actual world. Now the palace had been shaken to its base, and
through a cleft in the walls she looked out upon life. For the first moment
all was indistinguishable blackness; then she began to detect vague shapes
and confused gestures in the depths. There were people below there, men
like Denis, girls like herself--for under the unlikeness she felt the
strange affinity--all struggling in that awful coil of moral darkness, with
agonized hands reaching up for rescue. Her heart shrank from the horror of
it, and then, in a passion of pity, drew back to the edge of the abyss.
Suddenly her eyes turned toward Denis. His face was grave, but less
disturbed. And men knew about these things! They carried this abyss in
their bosoms, and went about smiling, and sat at the feet of innocence.
Could it be that Denis--Denis even--Ah, no! She remembered what he had been
to poor Arthur; she understood, now, the vague allusions to what he had
tried to do for his brother. He had seen Arthur down there, in that coiling
blackness, and had leaned over and tried to drag him out. But Arthur was
too deep down, and his arms were interlocked with other arms--they had
dragged each other deeper, poor souls, like drowning people who fight
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