Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — CompleteMeredith, George
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Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — Complete
Meredith, George
English fiction -- 19th century
“Is he gone?” Mr. Pole burst forward. “You're gone, sir? Wilfrid, have
you gone to that girl? I ask you whether...(there's one shot at my
heart,” he added in a swift undertone to one of the heads near him,
while he caught at his breast with both hands). “Wilfrid, will you stay
here?”
“For God's sake, go to him, Wilfrid,” murmured Adela. “I can't.”
“Because if you do--if you don't--I mean, if you go...” The old man
gasped at the undertone. “Now I have got it in my throat.”
A quick physical fear caught hold of him. In a moment his voice changed
to entreaty. “I beg you won't go, my dear boy. Wilfrid, I tell you,
don't go. Because, you wouldn't act like a d--d--I'm not angry; but it
is like acting like a--Here's company, Wilfrid; come to me, my boy; do
come here. You mayn't ha--have your poor old father long, now he's got
you u--up in the world. I mean accidents, for I'm sound enough; only a
little nervous from brain--Is he gone?”
Wilfrid was then leaving the room.
Lady Gosstre had been speaking to Mr. Powys. She was about to say a
word to Lady Charlotte, when the latter walked to the doorway, and. In a
manner that smote his heart with a spasm of gratitude, said; “Don't heed
these people. He will bring on a fit if you don't stop. His nerves are
out, and the wine they have given him... Go to him: I will go to Emilia,
and do as much for her as you could.”
Wilfrid reached his father in time to see him stagger back into the arms
of Mrs. Chump, whose supplication was for the female stimulant known as
'something.'
CHAPTER XXXIII
On reaching home that night, Arabella surprised herself thinking, in the
midst of her anguish: “Whatever is said of us, it cannot be said that
there is a house where the servants have been better cared for.” And
this reflection continued to burn with an astounding brilliancy through
all the revolutions of a mind contemplating the dread of a fallen
fortune, the fact of a public exposure, and what was to her an ambition
destroyed. Adela had no such thoughts. “I have been walking on a plank,”
she gasped from time to time, as she gave startled glances into the
abyss of poverty, and hurried to her bedchamber--a faint whisper of
self-condemnation in her ears at the 'I' being foremost. The sisters
were too proud to touch upon one another's misery in complaints, or to
be common by holding debate on it. They had not once let their eyes meet
at Besworth, as the Tinleys wonderingly noticed. They said good night
to their papa, who was well enough to reply, adding peremptorily,
“Downstairs at half-past eight,”--an intimation that he would be at the
break-fast table and read prayers as usual. Inexperienced in nervous
disease, they were now filled with the idea that he was possibly
acting--a notion that had never been kindled in them before; or,
otherwise, how came these rapid, almost instantaneous, recoveries?
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