It was during a Christmas-holiday visit to her brother that Livingstone
had first met Catherine Trelane; as he now saw himself meet her. He had
come on her suddenly in a long avenue. Her arms were full of
holly-boughs; her face was rosy from a victorious tramp through the
snow, rosier at the hoped-for, unexpected, chance meeting with her
brother's guest; a sprig of mistletoe was stuck daringly in her hood,
guarded by her mischievous, laughing eyes. She looked like a dryad fresh
from the winter woods. For years after that Livingstone had never
thought of Christmas without being conscious of a certain radiance that
vision shed upon the time.
The next day in the holly-dressed church she seemed a saint wrapt in
divine adoration.
Another shift of the scene; another Christmas.
Reverses had come. His father, through kindness and generosity, had
become involved beyond his means, and, rather than endure the least
shadow of reproach, gave up everything he possessed to save his name
and shield a friend. Livingstone himself had been called away from
college.
He remembered the sensation of it all. He recalled the picture of his
father as he stood calm and unmoved amid the wreck of his fortune and
faced unflinchingly the hard, dark future. It was an inspiring picture:
the picture of a gentleman, far past the age when men can start afresh
and achieve success, despoiled by another and stripped of all he had in
the world, yet standing upright and tranquil; a just man walking in his
integrity; a brave man facing the world; firm as an immovable rock;
serene as an unblemished morning.
Livingstone had never taken in before how fine it was. He had at one
time even felt aggrieved by his father's act; now he was suddenly
conscious of a thrill of pride in him.
If he were only living! He himself was now worth--! Suddenly that
lantern-slide shot before his eyes and shut out the noble figure
standing there.
Livingstone's mind reverted to his own career.
He was a young man in business; living in a cupboard; his salary a bare
pittance; yet he was rich; he had hope and youth; family and friends.
Heavens! how rich he was then! It made the man in the chair poor now to
feel how rich he had been then and had not known it. He looked back at
himself with a kind of envy, strange to him, which gave him a pain.
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