Livingstone walked up and scanned the portrait nearest him. He had not
really looked at it in years. He had had no idea how fine it was. How
well it portrayed him! There was the same calm forehead, noble in its
breadth; the same deep, serene, blue eyes;--the artist had caught their
kindly expression;--the same gentle mouth with its pleasant humor
lurking at the corners;--the artist had almost put upon the canvas the
mobile play of the lips;--the same finely cut chin with its well marked
cleft. It was the very man.
Livingstone had had no idea how handsome a man his father was. He
remembered Henry Trelane saying he wished he were an artist to paint his
father, but that only Van Dyck could have made him as distinguished as
he was.
He turned to the portrait of his mother. It was a beautiful face and a
gracious. He remembered that every one except his father had said it
was a fine portrait, but his father had said it was, "only a fine
picture; no portrait of her could be fine."
Moved by the recollection, Livingstone opened a drawer and took from a
box the daguerreotype of a boy. He held it in his hand and looked first
at it and then at the portraits on the wall. Yes, it was distinctly like
both. He remembered it used to be said that he was like his father; but
his father had always said he was like his mother. He could now see the
resemblance. There were, even in the round, unformed, boyish face, the
same wide open eyes; the same expression of the mouth, as though a smile
were close at hand; the same smooth, placid brow. His chin was a little
bolder than his father's. Livingstone was pleased to note it.
He determined to have his portrait painted by the best painter he could
find. He would not consider the cost. Why should he? He was worth--at
the thought the seven gleaming figures flashed out clear between his
eyes and the portrait in his hand.
Livingstone turned suddenly and faced himself in the full length mirror
at his side. The light caught him exactly and he stood and looked
himself full in the face. What he saw horrified him. He felt his heart
sink and saw the pallor settle deeper over his face. His hair was almost
white. He was wrinkled. His eyes were small and sharp and cold. His
mouth was drawn and hard. His cheeks were seamed and set like flint. He
was a hard, wan, ugly old man; and as he gazed, unexpectedly in the
mirror before his eyes, flashed those cursed figures.
With almost a cry Livingstone turned and looked at the portraits on the
wall. He half feared the sharp figures would appear branded across those
faces. But no, thank God! the figures had disappeared. The two faces
beamed down on him sweet and serene and comforting as heaven.
Under an impulse of relief Livingstone flung himself face downward on
the bed and slipped to his knees. The position and the association it
brought fetched to his lips words which he used to utter in that
presence long years ago.
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