Meantime, within his closed sanctum Livingstone still sat with intent
gaze, poring over the page of figures before him. The expression on his
face was one of profound satisfaction. He had at last reached the acme
of his ambition--that is, of his later ambition. (He had once had other
aims.) He had arrived at the point towards which he had been straining
for the last eight--ten--fifteen years--he did not try to remember just
how long--it had been a good while. He had at length accumulated, "on
the most conservative estimate" (he framed the phrase in his mind,
following the habit of his Boards)--he had no need to look now at the
page before him: the seven figures that formed the balance, as he
thought of them, suddenly appeared before him in facsimile. He had been
gazing at them so steadily that now even when he shut his eyes he could
see them clearly. It gave him a little glow about his heart;--it was
quite convenient: he could always see them.
It was a great sum. He had attained his ambition.
Last year when he balanced his books at the close of the year, he had
been worth only--a sum expressed in six figures, even when he put his
securities at their full value. Now it could only be written in seven
figures, "on the most conservative estimate."
Yes, he had reached the top. He could walk up the street now and look
any man in the face, or turn his back on him, just as he chose. The
thought pleased him.
Years ago, a friend--an old friend of his youth, Harry Trelane, had
asked him to come down to the country to visit him and meet his children
and see the peach trees bloom. He had pleaded business, and his friend
had asked him gravely why he kept on working so hard when he was already
so well off. He wanted to be rich, he had replied.
"But you are already rich--you must be worth half a million? and you are
a single man, with no children to leave it to."
"Yes, but I mean to be worth double that."
"Why?"
"Oh!--so that I can tell any man I choose to go to the d---l," he had
said half jestingly, being rather put to it by his friend's earnestness.
His friend had laughed too, he remembered, but not heartily.
"Well, that is not much of a satisfaction after all," he had said; "the
real satisfaction is in helping him the other way;"--and this
Livingstone remembered he had said very earnestly.
Livingstone now had reached this point of his aspiration--he could tell
any man he chose "to go to the devil."
His content over this reflection was shadowed only by a momentary
recollection that Henry Trelane was since dead. He regretted that his
friend could not know of his success.
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