Sarah's first start in lifeCampbell, Adelaide M. G.
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Sarah's first start in life
Campbell, Adelaide M. G.
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Well, Sarah, you seem to forget how lonely I have been all this time,
and if I choose to marry again I need not first ask my daughter. I
always knew this idea of going out to service would do you no good."
Mrs. Carrol, who must now be called Mrs. Brown, had up to the present
said nothing, but she told Sarah she hoped to make her and her father
comfortable, and that in time they would be good friends. Sarah answered
that she did not think this was very likely, as she did not like
underhand ways, and she was in fact getting so angry that Dick thought
it high time to take her away, in which effort he was at last
successful.
"Well, really, Sarah," said Dick, "I do think you have spoken rather too
unkindly to your father. Surely if he chooses to marry again so soon it
is his own business. Of course, I perfectly understand your feelings,
but you must not forget that he is still your father, and you should
never forget to show respect to him. You did not show the Christian
spirit I hoped to see, and you have certainly done no good by losing
your temper."
Sarah had been feeling very sad and angry during Dick's little lecture,
and as she still considered herself quite in the right, she would not
confess even to Dick that she had behaved hastily.
"Well," said Sarah, "you needn't begin to scold me; you won't have me
much longer to scold, and I do think father ought to have told me
first."
Now, Dick saw quite well that it was no use arguing with her when she
was in this mood, so when they arrived at Lady James's house he bade her
rather a cold farewell, and promised to come and see her for the last
time on Sunday, before he went to Scotland.
Sarah went straight up to her room, and throwing herself on her bed wept
bitterly. She felt very lonely, and, now that even Dick was vexed with
her, she began to think that her behaviour was not all it should have
been. She knew she had quite lost her temper and behaved badly, and
although we may say she had some excuse, it is always a silly thing to
do. Nobody will respect a person who gives way to their evil passions,
and Sarah felt that for the time being she had estranged her father and
Dick and greatly lowered herself in their opinion. She fell on her knees
and begged God with might and main to forgive her, and rose in a few
minutes feeling calmer and happier.
The servants' supper-bell had rung, but Sarah did not feel inclined to
talk and laugh with the others, so she stayed where she was and occupied
herself with her thoughts, which were anything but happy ones. The next
day was very wet and gloomy and quite in accordance with Sarah's
feelings, as the more she thought over the previous day's events the
angrier she felt with herself, knowing that, after all, it did not much
matter to her if her father were married, as she was always in service,
and hoped soon to be married herself.
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