Adventure stories; British -- Spain -- Fiction; Love stories; Spain -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
"And now, my dear son, there is something you must know. I have for
some time past had serious apprehensions about my health, and some
months ago consulted the great heart specialist, Dr. Calvert, about it.
He put me off with vague assurances at the time, saying he must study
the case; but I have succeeded to-day in getting him to tell me the
truth. As I explained to him, a man in my position is not like ordinary
folk; he must know things and be prepared. The great responsibility of a
peerage requires that its affairs should not be jeopardised or involved
by any surprise such as sudden death; and I should be a coward if I
could be so untrue to my order as to leave matters unsettled out of a
paltry fear of facing the truth. I hope none of us Carbonnells will
ever be such poltroons. The truth is, it seems, that my death may
happen at any moment. For myself I hope I should never share so vulgar
a sentiment as the fear of death, and I let Dr. Calvert see I was really
astonished that he should have thought a man of my order and position
would be so untrue to the instincts of his breeding—to say nothing of
religion.
"Well, that is the verdict; and now for its effect upon you. I am
chiefly concerned for you and Mercy; because Lascelles must have every
pound that can be spared to maintain the position which the title
imposes. Mercy has from her mother about three hundred pounds a year,
and this will maintain her should she be so unfortunate as not to marry.
For her I can do no more, and for you can, unfortunately, do nothing.
The utmost that I dare leave away from the title is one thousand pounds;
and this I have left you in the fresh will I have made to-day. I have
no doubt that Lascelles, if he marries well, as I hope he will, will
always assist you; but you have now the chance of helping yourself—your
foot is upon the ladder—and I am very glad that our recent exertions,
though prompted by no thought of what we know now about my health, have
resulted in your getting such a start. You have abilities of your own,
and I urge you to use them to the best advantage in your present sphere,
and I pray God to bless you. While I live of course your present
allowance will continue.
"Then, lastly, as to the Castelars. Tell Madame Chansette what I have
told you about my health, and say that I can do positively and
absolutely nothing for them. But if you yourself can do anything, do it
by all means. If you can spare me any particulars, however, do so. I
do not shirk my duties as head of my house; I hope I never shall shirk
them; but the fewer anxieties I have now the better—so, at least, says
Dr. Calvert.
"Ours has been a life of many and long periods of separation, Ferdinand,
but you have been a dear son to me, and one of my few sorrows is, that I
cannot better provide for you."
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