Saved by love : $b A story of London streets — John Shaqi
Saved by love : $b A story of London streetsLeslie, Emma
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Saved by love : $b A story of London streets
Leslie, Emma
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Homeless girls -- Juvenile fiction
"No, it wasn't," said Elfie; "but don't talk about that any more. I
want to forget all about it."
"Why?" asked Susie. "I like to think how I get my money, 'specially
when somebody's kind, like the landlord was to-day. Don't you think it
was God put it into his heart to give me fourpence, and not be cross
about the rent?"
"I suppose it was," assented Elfie; "but I don't want to think about
God any more, so don't talk about him."
"Don't want to think about God!" repeated Susie. "O Elfie, and you'd
begun to say 'our Father,' and liked to hear me talk about the Lord
Jesus being a poor man."
"Well, I don't want to hear any more about him; and I shan't say 'our
Father' any more. He ain't my Father now," said Elfie doggedly.
"Why not? O Elfie! And he's been so good to us to-day," said Susie.
"Yes, I suppose he is good; and he makes me feel bad, and I never did
feel so till to-day, so I'm going to forget him."
"O Elfie! And make him feel so sad and sorry about you," said Susie.
"Now, don't talk like that, or else I shall cry," said Elfie with a
stifled sob. "I don't want you to love me now."
"But I can't help loving you—I will love you," said Susie passionately.
And instead of pushing her away, Elfie returned her caresses, and the
two girls cried for some time, without speaking a word to each other.
At length Elfie said, "It makes me glad and sorry too, Susie."
"What does?" asked Susie.
"That you love me so. I didn't think you would after I hit you this
afternoon. I'm so sorry I did it."
"Oh, never mind; I know you didn't mean to hurt me," said Susie
cheerfully. "I know you loved me all the time."
"Yes, I do love you, Susie; but somehow I wish you didn't love me now,"
said Elfie with a deep sigh.
"Why?" asked Susie, in a tone of surprise.
"Because it ain't no good loving me; I'm bad. I didn't know I was till
to-day; but I am, and you'd better not love me any more. God don't, I
know," said Elfie.
"Yes, he does," said Susie quickly. "He loves you, Elfie, more than I
can. He is—"
"There, hold your tongue. I don't want to hear about him," interrupted
Elfie.
Susie was puzzled, but remained silent for a minute or two, and then
asked—"Where have you been to-day, Elfie?"
"Oh, lots of places," she answered shortly. "But don't ask about that;
tell me what you've been doing."
"Working, to be sure," answered Susie. There was nothing to tell beyond
this. Her life was summed up in these words, for there was no change in
it, save the weekly walk to take her work home.
Elfie's, on the contrary, was full of change, amid all its sameness in
wandering; for there was constantly something happening, either in the
streets or the market; and wherever a crowd collected, Elfie was sure
to be; and from the remarks of the bystanders, she learned all that had
happened, and was delighted to tell Susie when she returned home, so
that her unwillingness to speak of this now was the more remarkable.
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