Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doomStirling, Adelaide
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Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doom
Stirling, Adelaide
American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Romance fiction
“I don’t know,” he said under his mustache, never moving a step toward
her, his hands, that were wont to clasp hers so eagerly, lax at his
sides.
“What’s the matter? Look at me,” she cried desperately. “Why are you
like this, when I’ve come all this way to tell you something that will
take all my courage to tell?”
“Then you can spare your courage, for I know.”
“Know! You can’t.” She was panting, wild. “What can you know that has
changed you so?”
“I know that it was your mother’s whose photograph was in Abbotsford’s
room,” he said hoarsely.
“I know why you fainted here in my arms when I talked of it. I know how
you and she have made a fool of me; how you have deceived me for Wray.”
“Wray!” She stared aghast. What did he mean?
“I saw you last night--with Wray.”
And at the look on his face the girl’s heart died within her.
“You saw me?” Ismay repeated. “Last night--with Marcus Wray?”
“Last night,” he echoed, “with Marcus Wray. He was alone with you in
your sitting-room, holding your hand. And you, who say you hate him,
lay looking at him so intently that you never knew I was there.”
“You were there!”--her eyes wide, dilated, were almost stupid as she
stared at him. “What brought you there?”
“To see you! But as it was an inconvenient moment”--with a short, angry
laugh--“I did not intrude.”
“Miles,” she cried, “I had a reason; I held his hand for a purpose.”
“I do not doubt it; you always have, I should fancy,” he said bitterly.
“Had you the same purpose in the morning, when you let him kiss you in
the hall, where the whole house might see?”
“Kiss me? He never kissed me.” Her lips, no longer scarlet, were
parted, her forehead suddenly livid.
Kissed her, Marcus Wray? With a sudden dread she remembered she had
dreamed of Cylmer, felt the tweed of his coat under her cheek.
“Miles! Miles!”--with a revulsion that was agony. “I was asleep. I
thought, I dreamed”--faltering--“it was you.”
“You forget, he never kissed you”--disdainfully. “You say you slept.
Do you think I, who loved you, would take advantage of your sleep to
kiss you? But why talk of it”--with a quick, slighting motion of his
hand--“since it is true?”
Yes, it was true. Just as holding his hand last night was true, and yet
hell was no falser.
“Who told you?” she asked quietly, without denial or protest.
“The person who saw you. And because I would not believe I went
up-stairs to see you, and I saw--but I did not come to talk of what you
know so thoroughly.”
“Then why did you come?” For the first time her voice was unsteady. To
his informant, as to Wray’s kisses, she never gave a thought; any one
might have seen her as she slept.
“I came to tell you that I knew it all, everything; that I see now that
from the first day you have been your mother’s daughter. Forgive my
rudeness; it is an easy way--of putting it.”
“I don’t understand.” How cold it was growing, and how dark, she
thought irrelevantly. Why could he not finish and go?
He pulled a card from his pocket.
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