Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doomStirling, Adelaide
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Saved from herself : $b or, On the edge of doom
Stirling, Adelaide
American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Romance fiction
“Who kept this from Cristiane?” he said roughly. “Was it you?”
“So you want to go back to your Cristiane?” For one second her eyes
flashed.
“I don’t care if I never see her again”--impatiently. “Yesterday, God
forgive me, I would have let her die for you.”
Yesterday! The utter change in his voice hurt.
“Don’t you see it isn’t Cristiane who is in question? It’s what you
did, or did not. Tell me, did you keep that card?”
“I kept it,” very evenly. “I loved you, and I was afraid of her.”
“You loved me?” he laughed, unbelieving. “Why, you had only seen me
once!” The contemptible thought of his money, his position, crowded
into his brain and maddened him. “Oh, not me!” he ended in a tone that
was an insult.
But she never noticed it.
She sat down on the stile, as if she were tired. That stile where the
gate of heaven had been closed on her.
“So you came about that note and Wray!” she said. “Well, I did both
things! What next?”
It was Cylmer’s turn to wince.
“This next,” he answered, and he could not meet her eyes, that once had
been so sweet, so serene. “It was for your sake, because I pitied you,
that I told nothing of all I knew about your mother. When you asked me,
I was silent. And all the time you knew that she was not only unfit to
have charge of an innocent girl, but was a murderess.”
“I thought so. Yes.”
“And then I loved you. And you used my love to find out what the
police were doing. But even your nerves could not keep you from making
mistakes. You fainted when I told you the police were on the murderer’s
track, and I was too blind to know you had excellent reason. And
because I was a fool I gave you that scarab, and I suppose you have
profited by my folly, and destroyed the others, though you had ‘never
seen it before!’”
“Miles, she is my mother.” Yet there was no pleading in her voice.
“And I thought I was your lover. But it seems I was mistaken. There is
Wray. I will leave the field to him.”
For the first time her temper rose.
“And then you will tell what you know of my mother--and me--to the
police, and the countryside?” she said scathingly. To hear her cut
Cylmer to the quick.
“That is what I will not do. To my shame, I will help you both to go.
I will let my friend lie unavenged. I will balk the investigation--if
I can, and for my shame I shall know I am a party to a crime. This is
what I came to tell you. It is not safe to stay here a day. You have
that scarab, but by this time a description of it is with all the
police in England, and any day they may be on you. If they ask me again
on my oath if I can identify that photograph, what can I answer? For I
saw your mother in that very attitude, that very dress, admiring her
reflection in a mirror last night. If you want money I will give it to
you; but make an excuse to Cristiane, and get your mother away. Let me
never see her again, that I may forget her.”
“And me? You would forget me?” her voice oddly flat and lifeless.
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