Religious disputations -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian
"Let us state our position with clearness. We are not concerned with the
existence of the gods, but with our knowledge of their existence. It
would be equally foolish in us to deny, as to affirm, their existence.
There may be a supreme reason acting upon the world, whose ends we
cannot understand, whose action we cannot comprehend. It may be that the
world exists for some other purpose than for the realisation of our own
dreams. Perhaps we are only the superfluities, the parings of ivory, the
winnowed husks from the threshing, by-products in the creation of
something more perfect; and perhaps the confused and obscure sense of an
ideal, which works in us and is at once our desire and our despair, is a
dim consciousness of the growth of this beauty, a desire and a despair
of being one with it. But, if we could escape for a moment from the
tyranny of our own selves, the illusion of our own momentary existence,
we might learn to rejoice in the knowledge, that beauty exists, if not
in us, at least somewhere in the world. If that knowledge were ever
present with us, I think that we might be content. Content even to
suffer, to realise that everything that ever lived has died for an idea,
that all life is a martyrdom; but, alas! we have not even this
knowledge. Our life is a dream of shadows. Our knowledge is but a focus
of wandering ideas, burning a moment in a white heat, ere they pass
again, diffused widely, into the unknown.
"The sense of divinity, which moves in us, may be but a hope born of
this trouble and perplexity, a desire that at some future time the
fragments of our being shall be collected again and fashioned into a
whole. We cry out that we need not be wasted, to drift forever as dust,
blind, dumb, and inarticulate, yet with a dim consciousness of a life
stirring beyond us and alien to us. Let us share in it. Let us have a
share in the world's sunlight and the sweet air. We have personified
this hope, and given it an extended significance which seems to breathe
and move in all things. Each individual finds his justification in God;
and it follows that his God must be merciful, just, and good; but, at
the same time, the notions of justice and good are entirely peculiar to
the individual. God is thus a realisation of self, a self who triumphs
and will be justified, even through his misery. The very practice of
virtue is an accusation against the gods, an affirmation that if the
good perish then God is evil.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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