Religious disputations -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian
"The fear of death is the greatest incitement to live," continued
Bagoas. "It is the goad which incessantly urges us to action. Our desire
to live, to persist in one form or another, impels us to beget children,
to overpower the imagination of future ages by the splendour of our
monuments and the record of our lives. We seek to stamp our image upon
our time, and influence our generation by every means in our power. But
even this is not enough, so we have built ourselves a little world
beyond the grave, a little haven beyond the waves of time. We believe
that our souls will exist when our bodies have fallen into decay and
escaped into a thousand different forms of new life, to be woven
eternally on the loom of perpetual change. We believe that death is
merely a transition, and that through virtue man is able to scale the
brazen ramparts of the city of the gods."
"If he is very good," said the Princess Candace.
"Little Princess," said Bagoas, smiling, "your beauty is like a bright
rainbow in the sky; the sunlight streaming upon drifting rain. Have you
ever considered the personality of man, O King? Everything that has
existed in the past exists in the soul of man. In its depths are the
primeval monsters, Apsu and Tiamat. In its heights are enthroned the
gods; action in it is heaped upon action to become habit, and habit upon
habit to become character; all that we have seen, all that we have
touched, the experience of the senses, the illusions of the brain, the
desires of the heart, our ancestors, our companions, our country and
occupations, all move and work mysteriously in our being. Each has left
its trace upon the personality of man. Do you seek immortality for
these? You will leave them with the world. Seek for yourself before you
seek for self's immortality. Beneath what you seem to be lies what you
think you are, and beneath that again lies what you are indeed."
"Alas," cried Queen Parysatis, "such an immortality is too
unsubstantial. It is our illusions, our experiences, and our
aspirations, which give a savour to existence. What is the use of
immortality if we leave everything we love?"
"Mankind, O King," answered Bagoas, "loves its imperfections more than
its perfections, and values as nothing an immortality which is devoid of
our human frailties, our pitiful human friendships, our personal
predilections which we obtusely term our principles."
"It is true," said Merodach, "I die; but that which is mortal of me
remains upon earth to be a witness for me in the memory of man."
"The whole of recorded time is but a second, a pulsation, in the ages,"
answered Bagoas, "and the memory of man is the frailest of monuments.
The Temple of Bel at Nippur is not two thousand years old; yet its
bricks are engraven with a dead language, and we know not its builder's
name. So it will be with thy temples and cities, O King!"
"I have said it," answered Merodach.
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