Religious disputations -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian
"The reason was the reason of a great King, whose wisdom is as
inscrutable as the wisdom of Bel," answered Bagoas. "It was a lapse of
the mind that led me to Adam; one might say almost an act of Providence,
or to be scientific, chance. This morning at daybreak I had a desire to
ride abroad, for I had not slept during the night, and the sweetness of
the air enticed me into the country. I took a falcon upon my wrist.
Falconry was a delight of my youth. But I had barely proceeded a mile
before I became preoccupied with my own thoughts. The hares passed me
unobserved; the doves were free of the air. I was thinking how often man
has crept up toward civilisation, and then receded from it again, as the
tides creep up and recede from the beach; how the light of the world has
passed from nation to nation, and none have brought it to the goal; how
man forgets the evils which the last generation had abolished, and
rushes back upon them to escape from present evils; and it seemed to me
impossible that our race could attain to perfection in conditions of
such mutability. We sow our wisdom with full hands. We think that it may
increase fifty-fold. Alas! some of our seed falls in marshy places, some
among stones, some is devoured by the birds of the air, some flourishes
exceedingly, and is beaten down by storms of hail, or withered by the
fierce heat; and that which survives and bears fruit is scarcely
sufficient for the sowing of the field again.
"Every night a priest of Bel watches the stars; with optic glasses he
explores the vast abyss, through which the sun and its choir of planets
journey toward their fate; and when his mind is troubled by that
infinity, his eyes seek thy city, O King, and mankind to him is but a
little heap of withered leaves, which a sudden wind whirls in a circling
dance. From his tower, O King, he looks upon thy city, which to us, from
here, is splendid with a multitude of lights, and murmurous with life.
He knows that in the streets the young man is seeking pleasure, that
women are bearing children, that the old are dying. All the wealth and
misery of the world are at his feet; and he turns again to that star
which is destined to burn up the world in a tumultuous kiss. What is the
lust of the young to him; the pangs of child-birth; the bitterness; the
regret; the anguish of approaching death? A little heap of withered
leaves suddenly caught up in a windy dance; a little flame, flickering
ere it goes out into darkness.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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