India -- Description and travel; Missionaries -- India -- Biography; Missions -- India; Swartz, Christian Frederick, 1726-1798
playground to read a book; probably his love of retirement at this
period was also due to a lack of the physical robustness of the average
school boy. From his earliest years he had a sensitive soul which felt
instinctively any act of wrong-doing, however simple it might appear,
and he could never rest until in the solitude of his room or in a walk
in the woods he had poured forth his confession to God and regained
the peace of forgiveness. He seems to have been singularly fortunate
in having a wise and sympathetic teacher in Herr Helm, and the boy
was ripening under his training when a change came, a new headmaster
being appointed, who perhaps did his part well as an educationalist,
but lacked the moral and religious tone of his predecessor. None are
so quick to catch the change of temperature in moral training as
boys, and the young Schwartz seems to have soon abandoned many of his
religious habits and grown cold and indifferent towards higher things.
In the ordinary course, however, he was confirmed with other scholars
according to Lutheran usage at the school, but it is recorded that his
preparation for this solemn occasion was hardly more than superficial
and that the clergyman who performed this office scarcely impressed
this candidate, at any rate, with the necessity of a real consecration
of his heart and life to God. He partook of Holy Communion with some
little religious emotion but this soon passed away.
The time now came for him to be removed to a better school, to complete
the knowledge of Latin, Greek, and Hebrew which he had up to a point
acquired. Schwartz was now in his sixteenth year and his father
took him to the adjoining town of Cüstrin, where he might at a more
advanced academy prepare himself for the University course. It is
clear that this wise parent foresaw the risks which lie in wait for a
youth away from home, and as he walked with his boy, giving him many
admonitions, he also told him that he must exercise self-denial, live
a life of economy and simplicity, fear God, and not forget his father.
He showed his wisdom in giving him only a limited supply of pocket
money, which would at any rate be a safeguard against luxury and its
many temptations, to which some of his fellow-students soon fell an
easy prey. When he came home for his first vacation his father took him
aside and gave him again some excellent advice. “My dear Frederick,”
he said, “you may perhaps have sometimes repined on comparing your
homely food and clothing with that of others, and possibly you may
have thought that your father did not love you so much as the parents
of some of your friends, but I trust that your own good sense and
the painful example of their failure will have led you to perceive
my reason for inuring you to hardships and never encouraging you to
self-indulgence. I may now justly hope that in whatsoever situation it
may please God to place you, you will be qualified to sustain it.”
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