India -- Description and travel; Missionaries -- India -- Biography; Missions -- India; Swartz, Christian Frederick, 1726-1798
“I entreat God to bless them,” he says, “with wisdom, resolution and
integrity, to settle the business to the welfare of this poor country.
But alas! We ourselves are so divided--one pulls one way, the other
quite a different one. When one considers all, high and low, rich and
poor, rulers and those that are ruled, one is struck with grief and
a variety of passions. What blindness, insensibility, and obstinacy,
greediness, and rapaciousness. A thousand times I think with myself:
‘Good God, must all these people _die_--must they all give a strict
account of their lives--must they all appear before the tribunal of
Jesus, the mediator and judge? How little do they mind their end, and
the consequences of their lives?’”
There is no doubt that at this time Schwartz was feeling the effect of
his long life of incessant work, and in his letters to his friends he
asks their prayers that more strength may be given him. He tells that
while at present in no position of pain, his weakness is great and that
speaking or walking so fatigue him that he can hardly stand. He has
spent so many years in the work, under a trying climate, without any
furlough, that it is no wonder that he begins to fail under the burden
of a labour he has borne so long. Not that he complained; Schwartz
was one of those men who consider themselves last and scorn to make
much of either their physical pains or their difficult circumstances.
He dismisses the question of his illness with almost an apology for
referring to it.
“Enough of this, age comes upon me, I have no reason therefore to
wonder at weakness. If the mind be sound all is well, the rest we
shall quit when we enter into the grave. That will cure all our bodily
indispositions.... Our time is short. Within some days I have sojourned
in this country thirty-four years. The end of my journey is, even
according to the course of nature, near. May I not flag! May my last
days be my best!”
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