English fiction -- Scottish authors; Scottish fiction; Short stories, English -- Scottish authors; Short stories, Scottish
Bob heard the terms of her answer with as much amazement as she had
experienced at his proposal, with consternation added to the amazement,
and with the pain of a great disappointment in the crestfallen and
wounded expression of his face.
But at the last scornful words the man’s spirit kindled within him. He
faced Jean, and replied to her with volleys of wrath: ‘Jean Kinloch,
you may cast laith at me, you’ve ower gude richt, though I thocht--I
was wrang--a’ the same I had a fulish notion it would be grander to
forgi’e and forget, and that the lass I had lo’ed sae weel, when there
was naebody to come atween us, micht be fit to play the grander
part. But to cast laith at the silent dead for the wrong-doing of her
youth, after she has paid the heavy cost--to cast laith, to my face,
at my innocent bairns, my twa gude lasses and my stricken laddie, Jean
Kinloch, you were na blate.’
‘Na, Bob, I didna mean--’ began Jean hesitatingly, but he would not
hear her.
‘You’ve done what I’ll stand frae no man or woman born, no frae the
woman I aince lo’ed as I lo’ed my life, and whom even when I gaed her
up, because I couldna say “na” either to mysel’ or to anither, I would
hae focht ony mither’s son in braid Scotland who would have dared to
say that she was not amaist worthy to be worshipped. I thocht you were
ower gude for me, and it was a comfort in repenting o’ my folly, that
you were weel rid o’ me. But I tell you where you stand glowering
there, you’re not the woman I thocht you; you’re not gude enough for
the gift o’ my bairns that you have spoken tantingly o’--Jean Kinloch,
you’re a hard, cauld woman this day.’
This was turning the tables in truth, and an astounding effect followed.
Bob Meffin’s words could hardly be called reasonable, and yet the
utterance of them seemed to lift him above his fall and to lend a
homely dignity to the sinner, as he walked away from the old love to
whom he had not been true.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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