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Jean felt it with a curious force. She had the strongest conception
that Bob Meffin, who had jilted her in the past and was insulting her
in the present--as she had thought only a moment before, who defended
his dead wife and loved his children so fondly, was having the best of
it in their contest. He had been foolish and false in word and deed, he
might be what she had called him--the most conceited and audacious of
men. He might share in the low views current as to ‘wanters’ and old
maids, yet could it be that Bob Meffin had grown a better man than Jean
was a woman, while he had been the sinner and she the sinned against?
Had the simple, manly patience with which he had paid the penalty
reversed the result in character, in the subtle workings by which good
may triumph over evil? Had Bob become less and she more worldly-minded
since they parted? Had his nature been softened, mellowed, purified in
his ceaseless toil for his sick wife and helpless children, while she
in her comparative ease, her leisure for her bible and her kirk, had
lost sight of magnanimity and mercy and learnt only vindictiveness and
malice? And if so, had she not been doubly defrauded? Was Bob to cheat
her not only of earthly, but of heavenly happiness?
Jean’s sense of justice rebelled against the merest bewildered
suspicion of such a sentence. But she was sorry for the words she
had spoken; she had been mean enough to cherish the recollection of
Bob’s offence after all these years, and, with a full knowledge of the
apples of Sodom it had borne, to cast it up to the offender. And he had
been perfectly right in his accusation--she had ‘cast laith’ at the
dead wife whose soul had gone before the great tribunal--at Leezbeth
Red’s and Bob Meffin’s innocent bairns, thus outraging the most sacred
feelings of humanity. As Jean was a good woman she must take back her
words in part, she must say she was sorry for having uttered them.
‘Forgi’e me, Bob,’ she said in a low tone, her handsome face working
with suppressed emotion. ‘It was sma’ of me and unworthy of a Christian
woman to let on about byganes--no to say it was cruel to say an
unbecoming word o’ your dead wife and your living bairns.’
Alas! the original mercurial temperament of the man which no suffering
had altogether subdued, leapt up on the slightest encouragement from
the depth of alienation and despondency to the height of fresh love
and hope. He was not merely propitiated, he was elevated by a single
word of regret so as to be ready to repeat the affront he had given.
‘Will you no think better of it, Jean, lass, and make me a prood and
happy man at last?’ he called out loudly and recklessly. Jean’s recent
remorse for her harshness was nipped in the bud, and she was furious at
the renewed outrage. ‘No me, niver, niver,’ she proclaimed to him and
to all who might choose to listen.
CHAPTER III.
JEAN’S REPRISALS.
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