Science fiction; Scientists -- Fiction; Secrecy -- Fiction; Short stories; United States -- Fiction
A security Guard with his white helmet and his white leather harness
and his stungun, sauntered by and Lewis ducked into the shadows beside
the barracks. His heart skipped several thumps as the Guard paused,
looked at the entrance to Betty's apartment. Maybe someone had reported
his liaison with Betty.
Beautiful and desirable as she was, and as much as he wanted to marry
her, he had not been able to marry Betty Seton. If the war ever ended,
if the security curtain was ever lifted, if they were ever let out of
compulsive Government employment, then they would get married. That was
what they had kept telling one another during quick secret meetings.
If, if, if----
Somewhere along the trail of this last alcoholic binge, one or both
of them had abandoned what they had both considered an important
tradition. It wasn't much, but they had clung to it against temptation,
knowing that once they gave in, it wasn't much further to the bottom of
skidhill.
Betty Seton had been a world famous physicist. Sam Lewis had been a
top-rate atomics engineer. And what are we now, he thought, watching
the Guard, except just a couple of alky bums looking for a few extra
kicks to keep us from admitting we're dead?
A request for a marriage license had never been answered. Betty Seton
did not have "Q" clearance for some reason. Sam had full clearance and
worked in The Pit, the highest "Q" security section in the Project.
And never the twain could meet. If their little tryst was discovered,
Betty Seton would be taken to the mental wards and 'cleared', a polite
term for having any security info you might have picked up cleaned out
of your brain along with a great many other characteristics that made
you a distinct personality. It was just one of those necessary evils.
It had to be done. For security. Psychological murder in the name of
Security.
The Guard walked on and disappeared around the corner of the end
barracks building.
Lewis started walking aimlessly in the dark, up and down in front of
the barracks, past the blacked out windows and doors and the shadowy
hulks of the lab buildings, and beyond that the camouflaged entrances
to other subterranean labs, the synthetic food plants, the stores, and
supplies. The Project was self-sustaining; in complete, secure and
sterile isolation from the world, from all of humanity.
He headed for Professor Melvin Lanier's apartment. Tonight the big
party was at Lanier's. There was a drunken brawl going on all the time
at someone's apartment. There was nothing else to do.
Liquor, tranquillizing drugs, wife-swapping, dope addiction,
dream-pills, sleeping tablets, and that was it. That was what the
Project had come to. Experimental work at the Project had wobbled to a
dead end.
Only the pathetic and meaningless motions remained.
Still, he thought, as he walked in through the open door of Lanier's
apartment, there _is_ a war on. H-bombs and A-bombs outlawed, but
anything less than that was sporting.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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