Self-Raised; Or, From the DepthsSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Self-Raised; Or, From the Depths
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Fiction
She took a cab and drove there. She liked the appearance of the
house, and engaged a comfortable suite of apartments, consisting of
a parlor, bed chamber, and bathroom, and ordered dinner.
Now, by all the rules of tradition, Claudia, ignominiously expelled
from her husband's house, deprived of her servants' attendance, far
from all her friends, alone in a strange hotel in a foreign city,
with a degrading trial threatening her--Claudia, I say, ought to
have been very unhappy. But she was not. She was almost happy.
Her spirits rebounded from their long depression. Her sensations
were those of escape, freedom, independence. She felt like a bird
freed from its cage; a prisoner released from captivity; a soul
delivered from purgatory. Oh, she was so glad--so glad to get away
entirely, to get away forever--from the hold of sin, that Castle
Cragg, where she had been buried alive so long; where she had lived
in torment among lost spirits; where the monotony had been like the
gloom of the grave, and the guilt like the corruption of death!
She had passed through the depths of Hades, and was happy--how
happy!--to rise to the upper air again and see the stars. This,
only, was enough for the present. And she scarcely thought of the
future. Whatever that unknown future might bring her, it would not
bring back Castle Cragg, Lord Vincent, Faustina, or Frisbie.
After she had refreshed herself with a bath and a change of dress,
she went into the parlor, where she found a warm fire, a bright
light, and a neatly laid table.
And whatever you may think of her, she really enjoyed the boiled
salmon, roasted moor-hen, and cabinet custard she had ordered for
dinner. After the service was removed she sat comfortably in her
easy-chair before the fire, and reflected on her future movements.
She liked her quarters in this hotel very much. The rooms were clean
and comfortable; the servants were polite and attentive; the meals
delicately prepared and elegantly served.
And she resolved to remain here for the present; to write to her
father by the first American mail; and while waiting for his answer,
beguile the interval by seeing everything that might prove
interesting in the city and in the surrounding country.
And in a locality so rich in historical monuments as this was, she
was sure of interesting occupation for the month that must intervene
before she could hear from her father in answer to the letter which
she meant to write.
She had brought with her from Castle Cragg all the ready money she
had; it was something more than two hundred pounds; so that there
was nothing to fear from financial embarrassments.
After settling this matter to her satisfaction, Claudia, feeling
very tired, went to bed, and having lost two nights' rest,
immediately fell into a deep and dreamless sleep, that lasted,
unbroken, until morning.
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