Senescence, the Last Half of LifeHall, G. Stanley (Granville Stanley)
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Senescence, the Last Half of Life
Hall, G. Stanley (Granville Stanley)
Geriatrics
seemed to want to break with all his old and to find a new set of
friends.
In the high temperature at which he lived, with so many impulses that
were either frustrated or crucified, always hot with love or its
ambivalent hate, he died--not like Segantini, because he was hypnotized
by death at the very acme of his power and willed it actively, though
unconsciously, as surely as if he had committed suicide, but he rather
turned to it from sheer repletion of life, most of the experiences
of which he had exhausted. It was as if a congeries of souls took
possession of him by turns, so that in middle life he had himself
already played most of the parts in the drama and thus knew it far more
exhaustively than those who lead more unitary lives, however prolonged
they may be. He was by no means theoretically a miserabilist or even
a pessimist but was simply burned out (_blasé_, _abgelebt_). As if to
anticipate the _Weltschmerz_ that his diathesis made it certain would
later become acute, his passionate love for nature, deep and insightful
as it was, did not prove an adequate compensation, and we cannot but
wonder whether, if he had lived more normally and without infection to
four-score, his life would not inevitably have ended with the same,
though less acute, general symptoms. Yet even he never cursed the fate
that brought him into life or inveighed against his parentage. His
life was like a candle in the wind blown every way by turns, now and
then flaring up and emitting great light and heat, now almost put out,
smoking, sputtering, and malodorous in a socket like a blue flame just
before its final extinction.
The psychograph of the poet Heinrich von Kleist (d. 1811, _a.e._ 34)
affords another example of a genius who died of premature old age near
the period of its dawn or at the critical turn of the tide.[16] In the
University his passion for omniscience impelled him to enroll for
so many and diverse courses that his professors protested. Later he
actually tried eight and attempted to sample other callings. “He would
have liked to be everything.” In the space of fourteen years no less
than nine women had engaged his fancy, although none had made a deep
or lasting impression. He had also a veritable _Lust_ for traveling
and after every important event in his life resorted to this kind of
fugue from reality to lose himself in new scenes. “There is nothing
consistent in me save inconsistency.” His demands on his friends, and
also his ambitions, knew no bounds. He would “tear the crown from
Goethe’s brow.” He felt he must storm all heights and do it now or
never.
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