Senescence, the Last Half of LifeHall, G. Stanley (Granville Stanley)
Science
Senescence, the Last Half of Life
Hall, G. Stanley (Granville Stanley)
Geriatrics
Gogol’s[18] life (d. 1852, _a.e._ 43) was full of contradictory
completeness and incompleteness. He, too, desired not only to touch
but to express life at every point, and his realism was in fact only
self-expression. He lived through life as a fiction and tried to cast
this fiction into the mold of actuality. He was a failure in nearly
every department of life he tried and was a man whose character was
made up of samples of every type of human nature. In him the creative
impulse was not a retreat from life but was an attempt to make
a bridge between it and his soul. He was haunted by a feeling of
inferiority which it was the passion of his life to overcome. When his
aggressive feelings were strongest, he produced most, and failed as
actor, teacher, clerk, and succeeded as poet and novelist because thus
he could best wreak his inmost self upon expression. He was finally
obsessed by a religious mania, became a mystic, and sought salvation by
fasting and self-denial. Fear of death was a life-long obsession and he
strove to conquer both love and death together by seeking and defying
the latter. He decided to die by fasting and kneeling before the
picture of the Mother of God. “Groaning and crying out with his last
strength, he had dragged himself to the symbol of the highest feminine
completeness, and when he found the ‘Glorious Virgin’ of his dreams
his dissolution came.” In his last moment he seems to have felt that
he had overcome both death and woman, but only by yielding to them,
and believed himself to be a martyr. It was the difficulty he found in
bridging the chasm between his solitary, child-like self and the real
world that made him a great creator of fiction, a practical failure,
and a madman.
J. V. von Scheffel[19] exhibited a range of moods from humor and
jollity to melancholia, and showed in his poems an entire absence of
eroticism which was more or less compensatory. The bisexual instinct
(he not only looked like a girl but sometimes disguised himself in
woman’s attire) was evoked by an earnest effort to see the world
as woman did. He had an extraordinary variety of morbid attacks,
hypochondria, delusions, headaches, morbid fear of death, anxiety,
nightmares, weeping, etc. Schurmann even goes so far as to think that
a cyclothymic diathesis or a tendency to periodic attacks of various
psychic morbidities is characteristic of genius, which finds occasional
relief in attacks of insanity, like Cowper, Rousseau, Tasso, Hölderlin,
and many others; and ascribes this in part to a hunger for a life
larger and fuller than normality or sobriety can afford. This, however,
is forbidden fruit, for nature punishes the enjoyment of it, if not by
premature death at least by premature satiety with life.
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