"I apologize," Ihjel said, with no hint of apology or sympathy in his
voice. "But there are more desperate issues involved other than your
hurt feelings. We don't have much time now, so I want to impress you
with an idea."
"An idea that will convince me to go offplanet with you? That's
expecting a lot."
"No, this idea won't convince you--but thinking about it will. If you
really _consider_ it you will find a lot of your illusions shattered.
Like everyone else on Anvhar you're a Scientific Humanist with your
faith firmly planted in the Twenties. You accept both of those noble
institutions without an instant's thought. All of you haven't a single
thought for the past, for the untold billions who led the bad life as
mankind slowly built up the good life for you to lead. Do you ever think
of all the people who suffered and died in misery and superstition while
civilization was clicking forward one more slow notch?"
"Of course I don't think about them," Brion snapped back. "Why should I?
I can't change the past."
"But you can change the future!" Ihjel said. "You owe something to the
suffering ancestors who got you where you are today. If Scientific
Humanism means anything more than plain words to you, you must possess a
sense of responsibility. Don't you want to try and pay off a bit of this
debt by helping others who are just as backward and disease ridden today
as great-grandfather Troglodyte ever was?"
The hammering on the door was louder, this and the drug-induced buzzing
in Brion's ears made thinking difficult. "Abstractedly I, of course,
agree with you," he said haltingly. "But you know there is nothing I can
do personally without being emotionally involved. A logical decision is
valueless for action without personal meaning."
"Then we have reached the crux of the matter," Ihjel said gently. His
back was braced against the door, absorbing the thudding blows of some
heavy object on the outside. "They're knocking, so I must be going
soon. I have no time for details, but I can assure you, upon my word of
honor as a Winner, that there is something you can do. Only you. If you
help me, we might save seven million human lives. That is a fact...."
The lock burst and the door started to open. Ihjel shouldered it back
into the frame for a final instant.
"... Here is the idea I want you to consider: Why is it that the people
of Anvhar in a galaxy filled with warring, hate-filled, backward
planets, should be the only ones who base their entire existence on a
complicated series of games?"
III
This time there was no way to hold the door. Ihjel didn't try. He
stepped aside and two men stumbled into the room. He walked out behind
their backs without saying a word.
"What happened? What did he do?" the doctor asked, rushing in through
the ruined door. He swept a glance over the continuous recording dials
at the foot of Brion's bed. Respiration, temperature, heart, blood
pressure--all were normal. The patient lay quietly and didn't answer
him.
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