She tried to ask something, then changed her mind. When she dropped her
eyes Brion felt the thin shiver that went through her body. "There's
something terribly wrong," she said. "I know that. I guess I'll have to
take your word that it's best not to ask questions. Help me up, will
you, darling? My legs are absolutely liquid."
Leaning on him, with his arm around her supporting most of her weight,
she went slowly across to the corpse. She looked down and shuddered.
"Not what you would call a natural death," she said. Ulv watched
intently as she took the scalpel out of its holder. "You don't have to
look at this," she told him in halting Disan. "Not if you don't want
to."
"I want to," he told her, not taking his eyes from the body. "I have
never seen a magter dead before, or without covering, like ordinary
people." He continued to stare fixedly.
"Find me some drinking water, will you Brion," Lea said. "And spread the
tarp under the body. These things are quite messy."
* * * * *
After drinking the water she seemed stronger, and could stand without
holding onto the table with both hands. Placing the tip of the scalpel
just below the magter's breast bone, she made the long continuous
post-mortem incision down to the pubic symphysis. The great, body-length
wound gaped open like a red mouth. Across the table Ulv shuddered but
didn't avert his eyes.
One by one she dissected the internal organs and removed them. Once she
looked up at Brion, then quickly returned to work. The silence stretched
on and on until Brion had to break it.
"Tell me, can't you. Have you found out anything?"
His words snapped the thin strand of her strength, and she staggered
back to the couch and collapsed on to it. Her blood-stained hands hung
over the side, making a strangely terrible contrast to the whiteness of
her skin.
"I'm sorry, Brion," she said. "But there's nothing, nothing at all.
There are minor differences, organic changes I've never seen before--his
liver is tremendous for one thing. But changes like this are certainly
consistent within the pattern of Homo sapiens as adopted to a different
planet. He's a man. Changed, adopted, modified--but still just as human
as you or I."
"How can you be sure?" Brion broke in. "You haven't examined him
completely, have you?" She shook her head now. "Then go on. The other
organs. His brain. A microscopic examination. Here!" he said, pushing
the microscope case towards her with both hands.
She dropped her head onto her forearms and sobbed. "Leave me alone,
can't you! I'm tired and sick and fed up with this awful planet. Let
them die. I don't care! Your theory is false, useless. Admit that! And
let me wash the filth from my hands--" Sobbing drowned out her words.
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