Brion stood over her and drew in a shuddering breath. Was he wrong? He
didn't dare think about that. He had to go on. Looking down at the
thinness of her bent back, with the tiny projections of her spine
pushing through the thin cloth, he felt an immense pity--a pity he
couldn't surrender to. This thin, helpless, frightened woman was his
only resource. She had to work. He had to _make_ her work.
Ihjel had done it. Used projective empathy to impress his emotions upon
Brion. Now Brion must do it with Lea. There had been some sessions in
the art, but not nearly enough to make him proficient. Nevertheless he
had to try.
Strength was what Lea needed. Aloud he said simply "You can do it. You
have the will and the strength to finish." And silently his mind cried
out the order to obey, to share his power now that hers was drained and
finished.
Only when she lifted her face and he saw the dried tears did he realize
that he had succeeded. "You will go on?" he asked simply.
Lea merely nodded and rose to her feet. She shuffled like a
sleep-walker, jerked along by invisible strings. Her strength wasn't her
own and it reminded him unhappily of that last event of the Twenties
when he had experienced the same kind of draining activity. Wiping her
hands roughly on her clothes she opened the microscope case.
"The slides are all broken," she said.
"This will do," Brion told her, crashing his heel through the glass
partition. Shards tinkled and crashed to the floor. He took some of the
bigger pieces and broke them to rough squares that would fit under the
clips on the stage. Lea accepted them without a word. Putting a drop of
the magter's blood on the slide she bent over the eyepiece.
* * * * *
Her hands shook when she tried to adjust the focusing. Using low power
she examined the specimen, squinting through the angled tube. Once she
turned the substage mirror a bit to catch direct the light streaming in
the window. Brion stood behind her, fists clenched, forcefully
controlling his anxiety. "What do you see?" he finally blurted out.
"Phagocytes, platelets ... leucocytes ... everything seems normal." Her
voice was dull, exhausted, her eyes blinking with fatigue as she stared
into the tube.
Anger at defeat burned through Brion. Even faced with failure he refused
to accept it. He reached over her shoulder and savagely twisted the
turret of microscope until the longest lens was in position. "If you
can't see anything--try the high power! It's there--I know it's there!
I'll get you a tissue specimen." He turned back to the disemboweled
cadaver.
His back was turned and he did not see the sudden stiffening of her
shoulders, or the sudden eagerness that seized her fingers as they
adjusted the focus. But he did feel the wave of emotion that welled from
her, impinging directly on his empathic sense. "What is it?" he called
to her, as if she had spoken aloud.
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