French fiction -- Translations into English; Paris (France) -- Fiction
He entered the house through the back garden gate, and regained his room
without making the slightest noise. He dreaded meeting Madame
Desvarennes before seeing Micheline. First he changed his attire; he had
walked about Paris in evening clothes. Looking in the glass he was
surprised at the alteration in his features. Was his beauty going too?
What would become of him if he failed to please. And, like an actor who
is about to play an important part, he paid great attention to the making
up of his face. He wished once more to captivate his wife, as his safety
depended on the impression he was about to make on her. At last,
satisfied with himself, he tried to look smiling, and went to his wife's
room.
Micheline was up.
At the sight of Serge she could not suppress an exclamation of surprise.
It was a long time since he had discontinued these familiar visits. The
presence of her beloved one in that room, which had seemed so empty when
he was not there, made her feel happy, and she went to him with a smile,
holding out her hand. Serge drew her gently toward him and kissed her
hair.
"Up, already, dear child," said he, affectionately.
"I have scarcely slept," answered Micheline. "I was so anxious. I sat
up for you part of the night. I had left you without saying good-night.
It was the first time it had occurred, and I wanted to beg your pardon.
But you came in very late."
"Micheline, it is I who am ungrateful," interrupted Panine, making the
young wife sit down beside him. "It is I who must ask you to be
indulgent."
"Serge! I beg of you!" said the young wife, taking both his hands.
"All is forgotten. I would not reproach you, I love you so much!"
Micheline's face beamed with joy, and tears filled her eyes.
"You are weeping," said Panine. "Ah! I feel the weight of my wrongs
toward you. I see how deserving you are of respect and affection.
I feel unworthy, and would kneel before you to say how I regret all the
anxieties I have caused you, and that my only desire in the future will
be to make you forget them."
"Oh! speak on! speak on!" cried Micheline, with delight. "What
happiness to hear you say such sweet words! Open your heart to me! You
know I would die to please you. If you have any anxieties or annoyances
confide in me. I can relieve them. Who could resist me when you are in
question?"
"I have none, Micheline," answered Serge, with the constrained manner of
a man who is feigning. "Nothing but the regret of not having lived more
for you."
"Is the future not in store for us?" said the young wife, looking
lovingly at him.
The Prince shook his head, saying:
"Who can answer for the future?"
Micheline came closer to her husband, not quite understanding what Serge
meant, but her mind was on the alert, and in an alarmed tone, she
resumed:
"What strange words you are uttering? Are we not both young? And, if
you like, is there not much happiness in store for us?"
And she clung to him. Serge turned away.
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