From all this, what are we to infer? That Mr. Evans had never been
converted, or was not now in favour with God? We think not. All who
knew him had full confidence in his piety, and thought him an excellent
Christian. Whether his attention to the subject of baptism, or the
Calvinistic views he had recently imbibed, had acted injuriously upon his
religious enjoyment, would be an unprofitable speculation, if not
otherwise improper. Perhaps these distressing doubts were but the
permitted buffetings of Satan, to preserve him from spiritual pride; the
preparatory darkness, which enabled him more highly to appreciate, and
more earnestly to recommend to others, “the Bright and Morning Star.”
Many of God’s chosen servants have been disciplined for their work in
darkness. Dr. Payson, during all the earlier part of his eminently
useful ministry, and John Summerfield, when his sweet persuasive tongue
was leading multitudes to the Cross, were constantly distressed with
doubts of their own spiritual condition. Though it is certainly the
privilege of every believer to know that he is “a new creature in Christ
Jesus,” we cannot thence infer that all such as have not constantly the
direct witness of the Spirit are in an unregenerate state.
LABORS IN LËYN.
In 1790, Mr. Evans attended the Baptist association at Maesyberllan, in
Brecknockshire. Some ministers from North Wales persuaded him to
accompany them on their return. He found the Baptist people at Lëyn, in
Caernarvonshire, few and feeble. They earnestly besought him to remain
with them, to which he at length consented. He was immediately ordained
a missionary, to itinerate among several small churches in that vicinity.
Now he began emphatically to “live by faith on the Son of God.” The
burden which he had borne so long, rolled away like that of Bunyan’s
Pilgrim. He received “the oil of joy for mourning, and the garment of
praise for the spirit of heaviness.” From this time, a wonderous power
attended his preaching. Many were gathered into the church, as the fruit
of his labor. “I could scarcely believe,” says he, “the testimony of the
people, who came before the church as candidates for membership, that
they had been converted through my ministry. Yet I was obliged to
believe, though it was marvellous in my eyes. This made me thankful to
God, and increased my confidence in prayer. A delightful gale descended
upon me, as from the hill of the New Jerusalem, and I felt the three
great things of the kingdom of heaven, righteousness, and peace, and joy
in the Holy Ghost.”
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