He removed to Cardiff in the autumn of 1828, and remained there two years
and a half. During this time, he received into the church about eighty
converts. He was much in secret prayer, and enjoyed intimate communion
with his God. He not only retired for devotion several times every day,
but ordinarily rose at midnight to call upon the Lord. But the whole
period of his residence was not a cloudless day. Some unpleasant matters
arose in the church, which caused him much sorrow, as is evident from the
following entry in his diary:—
“April 27, 1829. I earnestly entreat thee, blessed Jesus, for the sake
of thine own name, to regard me in this request. * * * * Let things be
ordered, O Lord, that they may not be impediments and discouragements
unto me, and a hinderance to the progress of religion. O, interpose
between me and these obstacles, O Lord, that I may have no occasion to
dispute with any, and so embitter my spirit! Thy power is infinite, and
thy wisdom is infallible. Stand thou between me and all contention, that
no ill effect come upon me. I flee to hide myself under the shadow of
thy wings. Permit nothing to blunt the edge of my talents, my zeal, or
my success,—nor corrupt the church. Grant me this for the sake of thine
infinitely precious blood. Set thy name to this request in the court of
heaven, and let Satan’s party grow weaker and weaker, and the cause of
truth and righteousness become like the house of David, and the house of
David like the angel of the Lord. Deliver me, that my spirit be not
irritated, and I speak unadvisedly with my lips, as Moses did. Hide me
in thy pavilion from the strife of tongues * * * *. I am as it were on
the verge of eternity; O save and preserve me by thy boundless power.
Amen, Amen, Amen. Lord, regard, behold, hear, and spare.—Christmas
Evans. Write this in thy book, O my Lord, and my God. Let none be
disappointed that wait upon thee, gracious Lord.—Remember me.”
He adds in another passage:—
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