What we ought to have done at first, my friends. What we ought to have
done in the wild days of youth, and so have saved ourselves many a dark
day, many a sleepless night, many a bitter shame and heartache. To open
our eyes, and see that the only thing for men and women, whom God has
made, is to obey the God who has made them. He is the Lord. He has made
us. He will have us do one thing. How can we hope to prosper by doing
anything else? It is ill fighting against God. Which is the stronger,
my friends, you or God? Make up your minds on that. It surely will not
take you long.
But someone may say: “I do wish and long to obey God; but I am so weak,
and my sins have so entangled me with bad company, or debts, or—, or—.”
We all know, alas! into what a net everyone who gives way to sin gets his
feet: “And therefore I cannot obey God. I long to do so. I feel, I
know, when I look back, that all my sin, and shame, and unhappiness, come
from being proud and self-willed, and determined to have my own way, and
do what I choose. But I cannot mend.” Do not despair, poor soul! I had
a thousand times sooner hear you say you cannot mend, than that you can.
For those who say they can mend, are apt to say: “I can mend; and
therefore I shall mend when I choose, and no sooner.” But those who
really feel they cannot mend—those who are really weary and worn out with
the burden of their sins—those who are really tired out with their own
wilfulness, and feel ready to lie down and die, like a spent horse, and
say: “God, take me away, no matter to what place; I am not fit to live
here on earth, a shame and a torment to myself day and night”—those who
are in that state of mind, are very near—very near finding out glorious
news.
Those who cannot mend themselves and know it, God will mend. God will
mend your lives for you. He knows as well as you what you have to
struggle against; ay, a thousand times better. He knows—what does He not
know? Pray to Him, and try what He does not know. Cry to Him to rid you
of your bad companions; He will find a way of doing it. Cry to Him to
bring you out of the temptations you feel too strong for you; He will
find a way for doing it. Cry to Him to teach you what you ought to do,
and He will send someone, and that the right person, doubt it not, to
teach you in His own good time. Above all, cry and pray to Him to
conquer the pride, and self-conceit, and wilfulness in your heart; to
take the hard proud heart of stone out of you, and give you instead a
heart of flesh, loving, and tender, and kindly to every human creature;
and He will do it. Cry to Him to make your will like His own will, that
you may love what He loves, and hate what He hates, and do what He wishes
you to do. And then you will surely find my words come true: “Those who
long to mend, and yet know that they cannot mend themselves, let them but
pray, and God will mend them.”
XXXIII.
THE RED SEA TRIUMPH.
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