‘I hesitated. It would be easy to say that Satan answered FOR me; easy
but untrue; it was I that babbled: “Well--as a matter of fact--since you
ask me--if I were you--really I think you’d better not. He’s very odd in
some ways. He has an extraordinary hatred of sleeping out of London. He
has the real Gloucestershire LOVE of London. At the same time, he’s very
shy; and if you asked him he wouldn’t very well know how to refuse. I
think it would be KINDER not to ask him.”
‘At that moment, Mrs. Wilpham--the President--loomed up to us, bringing
Braxton. He bore himself well. Rough dignity with a touch of mellowness.
I daresay you never saw him smile. He smiled gravely down at the
Duchess, while she talked in her pretty little quick humble way. He made
a great impression.
‘What I had done was not merely base: it was very dangerous. I was in
terror that she might rally him on his devotion to London. I didn’t dare
to move away. I was immensely relieved when at length she said she must
be going.
‘Braxton seemed loth to relax his grip on her hand at parting. I feared
she wouldn’t escape without uttering that invitation. But all was
well.... In saying good night to me, she added in a murmur, “Don’t
forget Keeb--Saturday week--the 3.30.” Merely an exquisite murmur.
But Braxton heard it. I knew, by the diabolical look he gave me, that
Braxton had heard it.... If he hadn’t, I shouldn’t be here.
‘Was I a prey to remorse? Well, in the days between that Soiree and that
Saturday, remorse often claimed me, but rapture wouldn’t give me up.
Arcady, Olympus, the right people, at last! I hadn’t realised how good
my book was--not till it got me this guerdon; not till I got it this
huge advertisement. I foresaw how pleased my publisher would be. In some
great houses, I knew, it was possible to stay without any one knowing
you had been there. But the Duchess of Hertfordshire hid her light under
no bushel. Exclusive she was, but not of publicity. Next to Windsor
Castle, Keeb Hall was the most advertised house in all England.
‘Meanwhile, I had plenty to do. I rather thought of engaging a valet,
but decided that this wasn’t necessary. On the other hand, I felt a need
for three new summer suits, and a new evening suit, and some new white
waistcoats. Also a smoking suit. And had any man ever stayed at Keeb
without a dressing-case? Hitherto I had been content with a pair of
wooden brushes, and so forth. I was afraid these would appal the footman
who unpacked my things. I ordered, for his sake, a large dressing-case,
with my initials engraved throughout it. It looked compromisingly new
when it came to me from the shop. I had to kick it industriously, and
throw it about and scratch it, so as to avert possible suspicion. The
tailor did not send my things home till the Friday evening. I had to sit
up late, wearing the new suits in rotation.
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