I don’t want to put the blame on her; it all came naturally; but you
must not think I went about with intent to deceive you.
SHAKESPEARE:
She tempted you; when? The first time you saw her; the very night I
asked you to plead for me?
HERBERT:
I don’t wish to excuse myself; you know how such things happen. We
danced; she dared me to wait by her when the Queen came; of course I
waited—oh, curse it!
SHAKESPEARE:
She dared you. That rank pride of hers the pride that ruined angels and
unpeopled heaven! The foul temptress! Damn her, oh, damn her!
HERBERT:
Pride’s no fault.
SHAKESPEARE:
No fault! She swears love to me and then to you; kisses me and kisses
you—no fault—she loves the slime that sticks to filthy deeds.
HERBERT:
You believe her when you’re with her; she seems true.
SHAKESPEARE:
O, the world hath not a sweeter creature. She might have lain by an
emperor’s side. Hang her! I do but say what she is. The public commoner!
HERBERT:
Don’t blame her, she’s so young.
SHAKESPEARE:
And so fair! Such courage, strength, wit, grace, gaiety. God! Had she
been true one would have pawned the world for her. And now——
HERBERT:
You take it too tragic.
SHAKESPEARE:
Too tragic! I have lost all—joy, hope, trust—all gone; my pearl of life;
my garden of delight!
HERBERT:
Think, man: it’s not the first time she has slipped, she doesn’t pretend
it is.
SHAKESPEARE:
The pity of it; ah! the pity of it! The sky is all soiled: my lips,
too—my hands—ah!
HERBERT:
Why can’t you be a man, and take what’s light lightly!
SHAKESPEARE:
Only the light do that! [_To himself._] Is it wrong to kill those light
ones?
HERBERT:
You would not hurt her.
SHAKESPEARE:
No! That’s true. I could not hurt her sweet, white flesh. God, how I
love her! I’ll tear out that love! Oh, the pity of it, the pity of it:
all dirtied, all. But I’ll not be fond!
HERBERT:
Why not? she loves you; she said so: it’s true, most likely.
SHAKESPEARE:
Trust’s dead in me: she has killed it. I think of her, and shudder—the
sluttish spoil of opportunity. Faugh!
HERBERT:
Put it out of mind, and it’s as if it had not been.
SHAKESPEARE:
You’ll marry her?
HERBERT:
I wouldn’t marry an angel.
SHAKESPEARE:
And yet—she loved you—kissed you—gave herself to you: Damnation!
HERBERT:
You make too much of it!
SHAKESPEARE:
Too much! I trusted you, your honour: bared my heart to you——Ah! the
traitor wound!
HERBERT:
Forgive us both and forget: Come. [_Puts his hand out._]
SHAKESPEARE:
[_Shrinks back._] Words, words!
HERBERT:
I never meant to hurt you.
SHAKESPEARE:
That’s the Judas curse! They know not what they do; but it’s done. I had
two idolatries—my friendship for you; I loved your youth and bravery!
And my passion for her, the queen and pearl of women. And now the
faith’s dead, the love’s befouled.
HERBERT:
In a little while hope will spring again and new love.
SHAKESPEARE:
Never, my summer is past! The leaves shake against the cold.
HERBERT:
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