It irks me to ask favours of her: her hands are red with blood.
JONSON:
For your friends’ sake, Will, if not for your own: Burbage wants it, all
of us; it would strengthen us, and we need it. The preachers grow louder
against us every day, and the old cat is breaking fast; she won’t last
long. Burleigh and all of them are in weekly letters with James. Ask
boldly, man; once in the place you are there for life.
SHAKESPEARE:
I will do my best. But I am glad I’m not on the stage. I hate the public
show: I am in no mood to play bear or dog.
[_The clock strikes one._]
JONSON:
Well, I must be gone or my vixen will bite. Good luck, Will, and don’t
forget you must be our Master under the Lord Chamberlain. Your friends
expect it of you. [_Exit Jonson._]
SHAKESPEARE:
[_Takes out a copy of “The Merry Wives,” reads it for a few moments,
then throws it down._] It is all sickening to me. I can write nothing.
The love of the work has left me: the love of life, too: when she went,
all went—ambition, hope, everything.... Damn her! How maimed and sore I
am!...
[_After a few moments the clock strikes two; a moment later the door
opens and Miss Fitton comes in; he starts up as she enters._]
MISS FITTON:
Have you heard? Herbert’s in the Tower.
SHAKESPEARE:
For what crime?
MISS FITTON:
For loving me, I suppose.
SHAKESPEARE:
You don’t expect me to weep?
MISS FITTON:
I thought you might do something; get Southampton or one of your friends
to ask for his release. It is only her temper!
SHAKESPEARE:
And you? What will you do.
MISS FITTON:
I am banned from Court; supposed now to be on my way home. If she knew I
was still here and for what purpose, there is no suffering she’d spare
me. Yet I stay for pride, I think, and for the danger.
SHAKESPEARE:
And to see him again.
MISS FITTON:
No, that’s done with. But I want him free, not punished.
Shakespeare:
You love him still; why do you pretend to love me? You can’t love two
men.
MISS FITTON:
Can’t I? I don’t know. You are so different.
SHAKESPEARE:
What do you mean? You can’t love us both.
MISS FITTON:
He dominates me and I you. He hurts me and I hurt you, and yet I can’t
bear you not to love me. I do love you, Will, really; you heal me when
he has bruised me. You make me proud again and he humiliates me. I don’t
want to see him ever again. But I don’t want him in prison, and I know I
can ask you to help him. I wouldn’t ask any other man; but you I can
ask; you are the soul of kindness.
SHAKESPEARE:
Why did you give him my tablets?
MISS FITTON:
I gave him more—much more. And now I have to face——
Shakespeare:
“More?”
MISS FITTON:
More than men dare or dread; we women always lose more than men.
SHAKESPEARE:
So you know love’s penalty—you poor child!
MISS FITTON:
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