Black Hawk War, 1832 -- Fiction; Sauk Indians -- Fiction
It was only his fear that was making the bridge feel so precarious. He
knew that the more he believed, the safer it would be for him.
_Never turn your back on fear_, he remembered Owl Carver saying. _Never
try to drive it away. Fear is your friend. It warns you of danger._
_But what about when I must face the danger and not be warned from it?_
he asked.
_As long as you listen to its warning, fear will not stop you from doing
what you have to do. But if you try to pretend you do not hear it, fear
will trip you and bind you with rawhide cords._
Gray Cloud, still afraid, stepped forward more boldly. Whatever spirits
were making this happen to him, surely they were not showing him these
wonders only then to destroy him.
He was out over the middle of the river, and he heard a deep muttering
behind him.
He turned, and it was the White Bear, as big as an old bull buffalo,
moving with him on its huge, clawed feet. It came up beside him, and he
reached up to touch its shoulder. He knew now that it was a great
spirit, and that it was his friend. He dug his fingers into the thick
fur and felt the warmth and the enormous, powerful muscle underneath.
Joy flooded through him. Where he had been nearly overcome with fear,
strength and excitement had entered. He ran up the rising curve of the
bridge. He felt an impulse to dance, and he broke into the half trot,
half shuffle of the men when they welcomed the harvest of good things to
eat that the women had planted around Saukenuk village. He flapped his
arms like the wild goose.
The bridge, he saw now, did not cross the river, but followed it. He
looked up. The trail of stars ended at the one star in the sky that, as
Owl Carver had pointed out to him, remained fixed when all the other
stars danced around it. And therefore it was called the Council Fire
Star.
The little lights twinkled all around him, like flocks of bright birds,
and his heart was full of happiness. It was all so beautiful, he wanted
to sing.
And he did sing, the only song he knew that seemed right for this
moment, the Song of Creation.
"Earthmaker, you fill the world with life.
You put life in earth and sky and water.
I do not know what you are, Earthmaker,
But you are in me and everything that lives.
Always you have dwelt in life,
Always you will dwell so."
He sang and danced and the White Bear rose up on its hind legs and
strode heavily along beside him.
The light from the Council Fire Star grew brighter and seemed to dispel
the blackness of the sky around it. The star grew until it was a sphere
of cold fire that filled the sky.
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