French fiction -- 19th century; Sand, George, 1804-1876
"And now, my dear Laurent, console yourself as best you can for not
seeing me for two days. It will not be difficult for you: you know many
bright people, and you have a footing in the best society. For my part,
I am only an old sermonizer who is very fond of you, who implores you
not to go to bed late every night, and who advises you to carry nothing
to excess or abuse. You have no right to do it: genius imposes
obligations.
"Your comrade,
"THÉRÈSE JACQUES."
TO MADEMOISELLE JACQUES
MY DEAR THÉRÈSE:
"I start in two hours for the country, with the Comte de S---- and
Prince D----. There will be youth and beauty in the party, so I am
assured. I promise and swear to you to do nothing foolish and to drink
no champagne--without reproaching myself bitterly therefor! What can you
expect? I should certainly have preferred to lounge in your great
studio, and talk nonsense in your little lilac salon; but since you are
in retirement with your thirty-six provincial cousins, you will
certainly not notice my absence the day after to-morrow; you will have
the delicious music of the Anglo-American accent throughout the evening.
Ah! so the excellent Monsieur Palmer's name is Dick? I thought that Dick
was the familiar diminutive of Richard! To be sure, in the matter of
languages, French is the only one I can claim to know.
"As for the portrait, let us say no more about it. You are a thousand
times too motherly, my dear Thérèse, to think of my interests to the
detriment of your own. Although you have a fine clientèle, I know that
your generosity does not permit you to save money, and that a few
bank-notes will be much more suitably placed in your hands than in mine.
You will employ them in making others happy, and I should toss them on a
card-table, as you say.
"Moreover, I have never been less in the mood for painting. One needs
for that two things which you have, reflection and inspiration; I shall
never have the first, and I _have had_ the second. So I am disgusted
with it, as with an old witch who has exhausted me by galloping me
across fields on the skinny back of her horse Apocalypse. I see clearly
enough what I lack; with all respect to your good sense, I have not yet
lived hard enough, and I am going away for three days or a week with
Madame Reality, in the guise of divers nymphs of the Opéra _corps de
ballet_. I hope, on my return, to be a most accomplished, that is to
say, a most blasé and most reasonable man of the world.
"Your friend,
"LAURENT."
I
Thérèse understood perfectly, at first sight, the spleen and jealousy
which dictated this letter.
"And yet," she said to herself, "he is not in love with me. Oh! no; he
certainly will never be in love with any one, with me least of all."
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