"Please send any letters for me to my room at once," she told him, and
went there to wait, so that she might be alone to read.... Madame
Nestor's writing was upon one envelope, and Reifferscheid's upon
another, a large one, which contained mail sent to Paula Linster in his
care to be forwarded to Laura Wyndam, among them letters from Selma
Cross and Quentin Charter, as well as a note from the editor himself.
The latter she read first, since the pages were loose in the big
envelope. It was a joyous, cheery message, containing a humorous account
of those who called to inquire about her, a bit of the gospel of work
and a hope for her health--the whole, brief, fine and tonic--like her
friend.... Tearing open the Charter letter, she fell into a vortex of
emotions:
This is my fifth day in New York, dear Skylark, and I have
ceased trying to find you. It was not to trouble or frighten
you that I searched, but because I think if you understood
entirely, you would not hide from me. I hope Miss Cross has had
better success than I in learning your whereabouts, because she
has changed certain views regarding me. If you shared with her
those former views, it is indeed important that you learn the
truth, though it is not for me to put such things in a letter.
I have not seen Miss Cross since that first night; nor have I
had the heart yet to see _The Thing_. Reifferscheid tells me
that you may be out of the city for two or three months. I
counted him a very good friend of mine, but he treats me now
with a peculiar aversion, such as I should consider proper for
one to hold toward a wife-beater. It is all very strange and
subtly terrifying--this ordeal for which I have been prepared.
I see now that I needed the three full years of training. What
I cannot quite adjust yet is that I should have made you
suffer. My every thought blessed you. My thoughts bless you
to-night--sweet gift of the world to me.
Live in the sun and rest, Skylark; put away all shadowy
complications--and you will bring back a splendid store of
energy for the tenser New York life. I could not have written
so calmly a few days ago, for to have you think evil of me
drove straight and swiftly to the very centres of sanity--but I
have won back through thoughts of you, a noon-day courage; and
it has come to me that our truer relation is but beginning.
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