Then, bit by bit, it was borne in on Danny that his great, strong,
simple love could never be returned; and this was the last stage of his
affection. The idea of love had itself been hard to realize, but much
harder to understand was the strange and solemn idea of unrequited
passion. Twenty times had Mona tried in vain to convey this idea to his
mind without doing violence to the tenderness of the lad's nature. But
that which no artifice could achieve time itself accomplished. Danny
began to stay away from the cottage on the "brew," and when, in pity for
that unspeakable sorrow which Mona herself knew but too well, the girl
asked him why he did not come up as often as before, he answered, "I'm
thinking it's not me you're wanting up there." And Danny felt as if the
words would choke him.
Then the whole world, which had seemed brighter, or at least less cruel,
became bathed in gloom. The lad haunted the seashore. The moan of the
long dead sea seemed to speak to him in a voice not indeed of cheer but
of comforting grief. The white curves of the breakers had something in
them that suited better with his mood than the sunlit ripples of a
summer sea. The dapple-gray clouds that scudded across the leaden sky,
the chill wind that scattered the salt spray and whistled along the
gunwale of his boat, the mist, the scream of the sea-bird--all these
spoke to his desolate heart in an inarticulate language that was
answered by tears.
Poor Danny, a hurricane had uprooted the only idol of your soul, and for
you the one flower of life, the flower of love, was torn up and withered
forever!
Love? Yes, even the image of a happy love had at length stood up for one
moment before his mind, even before his mind. That love itself might
have been possible to him, yes, possible to such a one as he was, though
laughed at--"rigged" as he called it--here, there, and everywhere--this
was the blessed vision of one brief instant. He thought of how he might
have clasped her hands by the bright sea, and looked lovingly into her
eyes. But no, no, no; not for him had God sent the gracious love, and
Danny turned in his dumb despair to the cold winter sea, shrinking from
every human face.
"Is there not a storm coming?" said Mona to Danny, as she and Ruby
overtook the boy on the shore that morning.
"Ay, the long cat's tail was going off at a slant a while ago, and now
the round thick skate yonder is hanging very low."
As he spoke, Danny turned about and looked at the clouds which we have
been taught to know by less homely names.
"Danny, Danny," interrupted the little one, "what is that funny thing
you told me the sailors say when the wind is getting up?"
"'Davy's putting on the coppers for the parson,'" answered the lad,
absently, and without the semblance of a smile. For the twentieth time
Ruby laughed and crowed over the dubious epigram.
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