Animals -- Fiction; Idaho -- Fiction; Shepherds -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
In his dreams he always left the meadows far behind him. Even the forest
itself was left too, and he was set free and joyful in a more familiar
land: a place of jagged cliffs and sliderock, narrow passes and steep
precipices, great rock crevices and snow-capped peaks. It was true that
some of his band accompanied him. But they were all taller, all
stronger, all active as himself. And a great blood-brother—whose word
was immutable law in the pass—was always in the lead. It seemed, dim
and deeply hidden from him, that he himself was ordained—when his full
strength was upon him—to lead that band in their wild adventures over
the cliffs and stretch his own irrevocable law over the ranges. But that
was far off. In his dreams he was merely one of the dark-colored band,
marked with white even as himself; and the leader had tremendous,
curling horns of which even Lurk-in-the-trail, the cougar, could rightly
be afraid.
Such games they had in his dreams, such breath-taking adventures and
wild leapings from crevice to crevice, from ledge to ledge. Sometimes it
seemed to him that he would climb and climb, as a star climbs in the
sky, to the loftiest pinnacle of the highest peak from which the whole
mountain world would spread in glory below him, and the setting sun
would throw its red glow over him. The longing for his lost land was
with him every waking moment. He loved his dreams: his reality seemed
absent of all delight. He was always sorry to waken. Deep, insatiable
longings and vague unhappiness filled his days.
It was a perfectly natural development that in his second year—even
although he had not yet reached full maturity—he should obtain the
leadership of the flock. The other sheep sensed his self-reliance even
though they could not share in it, and even the old ewes followed him
with entire simplicity and trust. He seemed to have had the advantage of
some stern sort of an education that they did not have, and almost
unaided by the herder he led them to the choicest feeding grounds. He
was brave when they were afraid; he sensed danger when they were blind
and deaf; and most of all he had the spirit of kings. But they could not
follow where he would have liked to lead them. And because of the
eternal instinct toward gregariousness, he had to stay back with them.
It would have been easy for him to whip past the dog, gaining quickly
the high passes where such beasts as Cry-in-the-night could scarcely
follow. But the others could not keep pace.
The dreams were always real and lifelike, but one night in late
September they swept him with unutterable vividness. The flock had
bedded down at the highest camp in the range: Crowson’s holdings ended
in the fringe of timber immediately above them. And all at once he
leaped straight out of his dream into wakefulness.
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