Animals -- Fiction; Idaho -- Fiction; Shepherds -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
And almost from the first day he had had those strange, haunting dreams.
Mostly they were thrilling, breath-taking, joyous dreams, but sometimes
they were simply nightmares. The earliest one of all, perhaps, concerned
some sort of a terrible enemy that always seemed to be menacing him from
above. It was something that could drop with the speed of a waterfall
leaping down a cliff, or the morning light chasing the shadows down a
snow-capped peak as the sun came up. Spot knew that it had cruel talons
that could lift him in the air and carry him to a fearful land of cold
and darkness whence he would never return. The sheep do not ordinarily
watch the skies—the range of their eyes is downward—and thus the only
way to mark Swift Wing’s approach was to see his shadow on the crags.
And once when the shadow of a lazy buzzard flicked across the meadow—a
sight unnoticed by the other lambs—Spot’s little heart choked with
terror, and he tried to squirm under the ewe’s body.
Cliffs, waterfalls, snow-capped peaks! What did little Spot know of
them? He was born on the lower foothills, and from the highest camp
where Hugh drove the flock the peaks were still far aloft, glittering in
the sun. Yet Spot knew them. In his dreams he knew exactly how the
waters broke, gleamed, and roared as they dropped from ledge to ledge;
he knew the feel of the firm snow under his hoofs, the glory of the sun
from the topmost spire of the highest peak, the touch of the cold crags
as he lay in the sun.
His dreams were ever so much more real to him than his realities: the
band of patient ewes, the firelight of the herder, the slow grazing over
the wide stretches of green grass. In fact, Spot put no trust in camp
fires and herders. The herder, he felt in the depths of his heart,
should be eyed with suspicion. This strange, forked breed was no
companion of his. He couldn’t get away from a feeling of strangeness and
unfamiliarity with the scenes of his birth, as if he had wandered away
from home and didn’t know the way back. He was lost and lonesome and
unhappy, and he had been cheated from some glorious heritage that was
rightly his.
He couldn’t get used to the slow movements of the ewes and the other
lambs. His muscles seemed to itch and burn when he was idle. He wanted
to run, to dash up the rocky cliffs; and yet he dared not leave the
flock. The gregarious instinct among sheep is too well ingenerated for
that. Once weaned, he spent his surplus energies in running back and
forth across the front of the band, ever longing for the lost land from
which he had strayed.
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