Animals -- Fiction; Idaho -- Fiction; Shepherds -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
His thoughts were singularly clear as he sat beside the camp fire. He
looked back over his past life, and it seemed to him that he was looking
for something in it that he could not find. He didn’t know quite what it
was. He wasn’t sure why he felt such a sudden, overpowering need for it.
Perhaps the name of it was _justification_,—and yet he could not have
told what was the high offense he wanted to justify. There beside the
sleeping flock new knowledge came to him, a realization of the great
themes and purposes of existence never known before. He felt vaguely
uneasy about his wasted days, wishing that he could see some
destination, some height, some star to which they were pointing. He had
an obscure feeling that all his life he had shirked responsibility; and
stranger still,—that in the deep realms of his spirit he was shirking
it now.
The great shepherd dog came and crouched beside him, and the man held
the soft head in his hands. His thought went back to the pedigreed,
savage, characterless dog that he himself owned, and unconsciously he
compared the animals. The thought returned to him again and again, try
as he might to repel it. It haunted and disturbed him, and he didn’t
know why. His own dog had won numerous ribbons at the dog shows, he had
been bought at a fabulous price, and his pedigree went back many
generations. Yet by what fairness could the two animals be named in the
same breath? One was a slacker: the other a brave and faithful servant
of a great cause. One was an ornament in a dog show: the other
guarded—with his life if necessary—the grazing flocks. From dawn till
dark he was at his toil, through the blasting heat of summer and the
bitter winter cold, watching through the night and running through the
day. Hugh was not blind to the fact of his present fidelity: that
although his master lay murdered and he himself had been slightly
wounded, the brave animal still kept his watch over the sheep. He had
been busy at it when the two men had come, and even now his intelligent
eyes studied the shadows of the encroaching forest. Hugh felt a sudden
glow in his heart. His hands pressed tighter at the soft ears.
A word came to Hugh’s lips and he spoke it in the silence. “Service,” he
said softly. “Old fellow, you give _service_.” Suddenly he knew that
this was the great debt that all living things owed: service in the
great cause of existence that no man fully understands. He tried to
remember what service he himself had given. Dim regrets swept over him.
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