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The blood leaped once in Hugh’s veins, and a great desire seemed to set
fire to his brain. For a moment it seemed to cost him all power of
thought. His hand started to reach forward. Then, almost as if the
gesture had been inadvertent, he drew it slowly back.
He smiled; and his eyes gave no sign of the vision that was before them.
The Indian’s sight was keen, but he had no realization of the grim and
terrible battle that was being waged in the man’s own soul. There was no
outward indication of the convulsive wrench that had been necessary to
draw his hand back to his side. Even in that mountain silence, voiceless
as the interstellar spaces, the Indian could not hear the voice of
demons, shrieking within the man.
The truth was that Hugh had just been given a glimpse into his own soul:
a sight that he had never really had before. He did not know from whence
such power of vision came. It was something the wilderness had taught
him in the hour that he had watched the sheep. He had always been ready
to deny that strong drink had any hold upon him whatsoever. He believed
that he had always drunk heavily because there had been no reason for
doing otherwise. That such a hold could exist upon any one of the
self-reliant, aristocratic circle in which he moved was simply one
admission that would never be made, but had rather been linked with the
offensive sentimentality that has constituted so much of the hue and cry
of over-officious prohibitionists. Yet in one single vivid second of
introspection he knew the truth. In this hour when all his best
instincts warned him to abstain, the craving was almost too terrible to
resist.
But he won that fight at last. He would have been ashamed to admit it,
but little, icy sweat-drops had come out upon his forehead. And the
victory left him curiously sobered. For the first time in his life, it
seemed to him, he knew Hugh Gaylord as he really was.
The guide still stood waiting. Hugh’s eyes swept to the flock. The two
of them were on guard to-night, and this was no time to blur the senses
with heady liquor. A hard task awaited them on the morrow. Besides—it
was dead man’s drink.
“Put it back,” Hugh directed quietly.
The Indian stiffened, and his dark face grew sullen. Hugh watched him
coldly. It looked like mutiny, and Hugh might have wondered at his own
composure, his confidence in his own ability to win this battle, too.
“I don’t put ’em back,” the guide retorted. “He—won’t need ’em now. Why
put ’em back?”
“The reason why,” Hugh explained in a passionless voice, “is because I
said so. I remember—I’d forgotten it until now—that there’s a national
law against giving whisky to Indians. Besides—you’ve got work to do
to-morrow, and I want you to be fresh.”
It was the first time since his arrival in Smoky Land that he had
mentioned the man’s race. He knew that he ran the risk of wakening
savage anger in the Indian’s breast. Yet he was willing to take that
risk.
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